Pure; omegaverse

CHAPTER FOURTY EIGHT: JIMIN

I can't help but notice the tension surrounding all of us. Yoongi for some reason has been refusing to speak to Jin and Namjoon has been avoiding me. Every time I walk his way to talk or ask him something, he practically disappears like magic.
It's a little hurtful. I haven't seen him in the last two hours now. Pouting, I walk into the kitchen to see Taehyung making calls to stock up the kitchen and other important things while Jin sits playing with his cup of water.
"Hey."
He smiles but it doesn't reach his eyes. "Hey."
"Where's everybody at?"
"I think Yoongi and Hoseok are fighting. Last I seen them they were both in the cellar."
I hesitate, chewing on my bottom lip. "H-have you seen Namjoon?"
He stares at me knowingly, a pitying look on his face. "I think he went into one of the bedrooms a while ago. Maybe napping or something." He shrugs.
"How are you doing? You look...unhappy." I observe.
He sighs loudly, looking at Taehyung as he continues on the phone, walking out of the kitchen. "I'm fine just feeling a little neglected. I know that Tae is a very important person with responibilities besides me but I guess...I got used to his full attention." He blushes.
I smile. "Taehyung is obsessed with you. It's obvious he cares and loves you so much."
"I know that. I feel the same about him. I'm so happy that I met him."
I stare down at my hands, ashamed of how I'm treating Namjoon compared to the others. I'm being completely unfair. "I'm a horrible person." Whispering.
He rubs my arm. "You are not. I'd just not wait to long to complete the mating bond, though, okay? It's not good for either of you."
Nodding, I stand up and leave him, heading towards the bedrooms to find Namjoon. Taehyung's place is huge! Five bedrooms and their own bathrooms. Huge walk in closets and minifridges. Wow.
I can't wait to sleep on one of those huge beds! My back hurts from the hard ground lately.
I manage to find him in the last room, asleep on the bed. Hesitantly I walk over and climb in beside him, just watching him sleep. I can't help but think about how all his troubles have been my fault. Since the beginning. I caused him to get in trouble. I caused him to lose everything. I'm still ruining his life.
How can he even have any patience with me? How can he even want me at all? I'm nothing but a troublemaker for him. I tear up a little. He deserves better, he really does. Sniffling, I shake his shoulder a little, needing to apologize.
His eyes remain closed but he growls a little in his sleep. "Namjoon...alpha..." I whisper, pushing him a little more.
Suddenly, his growl becomes louder and before I know what's happening, he has me pinned underneath him. His eyes snap open, red and glazed—still sleeping. I gasp as he crashes his lips into mine painfully. His tongue forces its way into my mouth as his body presses me firmly into the soft sheets.
"N-Namjoon...Ah!"
He pins my wrists above my head and begins grinding down on me, licking and nipping at my mouth and chin. It hurts.
I deserve this.
I blink up at the ceiling trying to hold in my terrifying cries and not fighting it. His rough hands tear at my clothes until I'm nearly naked and shaking in fear.
His knee forces my legs open wide and a hand slides up my bare thigh, touching me. My body is already naturally wet for him. I try to breathe normally but it's hard. I'm so scared. I know this isn't him.
I can tell he's obviously not in his right mind but I also know he's going to mark me. To mate me now. It's obvious and it's all my fault.
I deserve this.
I hold my breath as he prepares to enter me, closing my eyes and stifling a sob—
His weight on me disappears as fast as it came. I open my eyes to see him staring down at me in disbelief. "Jimin? W-what...why are you in here?" He chokes out, struggling out of bed and fixing his clothes.
Wiping my eyes, I sit up. "I c-came to check on you and talk...you were sleeping then...you...you..." I can't finish. I look down in shame.
His breath comes out in harsh pants. "Get out." He manages.
My head snap up in shock. "W-What?"
He throws the door open, stumbling on his feet. "Get out! Now!" When I don't move fast enough, he grabs my arm painfully and forces me out the door, slamming it in my face.
I sob, knocking on the door. "Alpha! Please...I'm sorry! Let me in, please." I slide down the door and wrap my arms around myself, a large bruises forming on my wrists and arm where he grabbed me.
Jin kneels down by my side. "What happened?"
I shake my head, not wanting to talk about it. He takes in half naked upset state and puts his shirt on me, pulling me to my feet and taking me to another room to clean up.
Taehyung walks in, finally off the phone. He takes in the scene. "What happened?"
Jin sighs. "I think you need to talk to Namjoon."
His expression darkens as he nods and walks back out.
I cry into my fellow omega's chest. "He does hate me. He threw me out of the room."
"Why are you...your clothes like that?" He hesitates.
Sniffling, I shrug. "He was half asleep. He didn't mean to. I was going to let him mate me." I whisper. "But he woke up and kicked me out."
He shakes his head. "We knew something like this would happen. You have to let him mark you, Jimin. The sooner the better. It's getting dangerous."
I nod. "I will. I j-just need to talk to him but he won't let me."
"Just let Taehyung speak with him first."
"Okay." I pause. "Do you know why Yoongi is acting so weird?" Wanting to take my mind off my own problems.
He looks upset. "I don't know. Did I do something to make him angry? I have no idea why he's ignoring me."
"They've been cleaning the cellar for a long time now."
He snorts. "You really think they are just cleaning the cellar?"
I blush. "Ew. We all have to sleep in there."
"Only when people come by. Otherwise we'll stay in our own rooms."
I stare at into the bathroom mirror dejectedly. "I guess I'll sleep in the cellar since my alpha doesn't want me anymore." I murmur timidly.
Sighing, brushes my hair back. "Everything will be fine. Just give him some space for now."
"Fine."