Spare Me ★ [ L.S ]

Guilty

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Mood: Same mistakes (by One Direction)

Harry, Louis, Zayn, Niall and Liam were at Harry's house.
"Christmas break was epic" Niall said as he laid down on the floor.
"Oh you're fucked" Louis said at Liam smirking.
"We'll see about that Tommo" Liam said.
"Xbox's so boring" Harry said as he ate some cheeps.
"Oh please you only find dicks interesting." Louis said not taking his eyes from the screen.
"That's not true" Harry said. He walked downstairs to get some water.

A minute later Louis came down too.
"How come you left the xbox alone?" Harry teased.
"Something's bothering you. I can tell." Louis sat on the kitchen counter looking at Harry.
Harry gulped.
"No. No I'm fine" Harry nodded.
"Trying to convince me or yourself?"
Harry sighed.
"Haz." Louis approached him. He capped his face and asked him. "What's wrong darling?"
Harry looked at him. He was sure by Louis' expression that he looked frightened. He tried to control himself.
"I'm good" he nodded again.
Louis pulled away and sighed too.
"I thought you trusted me" Louis turned his back at Harry.
"Lou" Harry approached him and wrapped his arms around his waist.
"I do trust you."
Louis rested his head on Harry's chest.
"Then why won't you tell me what's wrong?"
"I..." he tried to think something.
"See?" Louis walked away.
"Louis..." Harry took one step closer to him.
Louis moved two steps far from Harry wanting to keep the distance. He wore his jacket and walked out.
"Don't follow me."
Harry knew that Louis meant what he said.
He walked upstairs.

"Guys. I...I'm sorry but I really wanna be alone."
"What's wrong?" Liam asked.
"Nothing just...I wanna be alone. I'm sorry."
"It's okay Harry we'll go" Zayn said as he patted his shoulder.
Harry nodded. "Thanks" he said.

As soon as the boys left, not before they all hugged him and told him that no matter what they are here for him, Harry laid down frustrated. He should be happy that he has so nice friends. He should be happy that Louis cares for him. He should be really happy because he has everything he could ask for.
But I'm not. He thought.
He pushed his face on the pillow trying to hold back his tears.
When did he become such a crybaby? He could hear Louis saying that with that playful smirk on his face. He chuckled.

He felt guilty and he didn't know what to do.
He really didn't. He felt helpless as he laid there looking at the ceiling.
He knew he would have to tell Louis. If he wanted to be himself again he should. That's why he decided to call Ashton.

"Ashton? Hey."
"Hey mate. What's up?"
"I was wondering...I need a favor."
"Okay. What?"