March 23rd 2019
Uhh okay this..wow its hard to belive that it's all really coming to an end I always thought it would live on until I was at least 16
That's why I'm scared of the future things like this happening it's just..
I have watched many shows
I have fell in love with so many different characters
I have had many laughs
I have had many cries
But nothing compared to Supernatural
I started watching about 4 months ago around late last year because I wanted something to watch I joined the fandom I think when season 13 was ending and I just remember thinking 'how the hell am I going to watch 14 seasons of one whole show',and the moment I watched the last episode of season 1 I made a pact with myself that I wouldn't listen or even sing the song'Carry On My Wayward Son' unless it was a season finale until I had caught up to season 14 and I did after 10 months I finally did and coincidentally I finished the day before Dean's birthday so I waited until January 24 and at 1 am I blasted 'Carry On My Wayward Son' In my living room till my heart gave out it was awesome
I had heard of the show Supernatural I knew about Sam and Dean who were brothers and of a guy named Castiel who was in a ship called Destiel
I knew about Charlie, Chuck etc
But anyway overtime I fell in love with Supernatural dubbing it my all time favourite show no doubt in my mind
I got so happy when I finally got to celebrate January 24 for the first time knowing it was Dean's birthday and that we were both Aquarius' I even made a card and wrote some of my favourite Dean lines on, I practically annoyed the shit out of my brother
I loved the actors the characters the plot lines the realness
Supernatural became a part of me its big part of my life everyday if I'm ever stuck on something I just think 'what would Sam Cas or Dean do'
Or when I'm depressed I think of J2M I hear Jensen in my head saying
"Be strong in the moments you want to be weak"
Or Jared overcoming his anxiety
Or Misha being who he wants to be whenever the hell he feels like it
And I get back up and try harder
I be my 'freakin' self
Supernatural is my family
Supernatural is a part of me
Supernatural is the reason why I am who I am today and why I love it and why I haven't had a bad day in months or an angry breakout I'd just think of a really funny/happy moment that happen on Supernatural and I'll start laughing or smiling and in my head I'm just like 'stop laughing your sad be sad !' But I just can't
I just whisper to myself 'Supernatural think happy moments' or something along those lines and I'll start laughing or I'll have this huge smile plastered on my face and the best part is having that smile be 1000 percent real
I know I've never met the Supernatural cast in person but either way
I will always each and every one of love them I did always think that I would get a chance to meet them but..I guess that won't happen and I' okay-ish with that but if I did meet them I would thank them all and give them big hugs
Supernatural will always be apart of me
Supernatural will live forever
Thank you Jensen Ackles
Thank you Jared Padaleki
Thank you Misha Collins
Thank you Alexander Calvert
Thank you Jim Beaver
Thank you Ruth Connell
Thank you Jeffrey Dean Morgan
Thank you Samantha Smith
Thank you Geneivieve Padaleki
Thank you Richard Spieght Jr
Thank you Rob Benedict
Thank you Felicia Day
Thank you Sebastian Roché
Thank you Mark Sheppard
Thank you Mark Pellegrino
Thank you Osric Chau
Thank you Kim Rhodes
Thank you Briana Buckmaster
Thank you Matt Cohen
Thank you Lauren Cohan
Thank you Katie Cassidy
Thank you Alona Tal
Thank you Samantha Ferris
Thank you Rachel Miner
Thank you Ty Olsson
Thank you Kathryn Newton
Thank you Katherine Ramdeen
Thank you Supernatural Family
I swear I will never forget what you have done for me
Team Free Will forever
And I really really hope this is not the end
