"Living all alone kinda forgot it's been that long
Since someone's gone, I've been trying to be a little bit strong
And it is not that easy to be exactly who I was
My shit is done, now it's time for me try to moving on"Jennie berjalan menuruni jalanan aspal di depannya. Kedua tangannya masih di dalam kantong jaket hoodie hitamnya, ia meniup permen karet di mulutnya hingga meletus, mengunyahnya lagi, sambil terus berjalan.
'Cuz if you think I'm such a happy person, no you are wrong
By saying my laughter is louder than yours
Shut your freakin' mouth
No one knows what I feel and what i suffer, no they don't know
So keep your thoughts and stop assuming that
Someone is always fineIa menaiki bus yang berhenti di depannya.
I keep thinking why my friends left me, I can go insane
Mom was right about that and now I can't trust again
But I think I don't really need no friends
I'm alone and it's not that badMenoleh keluar jendela, ia memperhatikan orang-orang berlalu lalang di pagi hari ini. Deretan toko-toko, pohon-pohon, anjing berjalan di trotoar, siswa-siswa mengayuh sepedanya.
Then again it hurts me so bad and people just don't know that
Maybe this time, I'ma take back what is mine
All the smiles all the joys those are mine
There will be no more cry, and
There will be no more try, and
These places I never belong
'Cus this guy now is goneBus berhenti di lampu merah, Jennie menatap keluar jendela, tak acuh dengan orang yang duduk di sebelahnya atau orang-orang yang berada satu bus dengannya, ia diam saja, turun dari bus, berjalan terus, hingga ia tiba di tempat perhentiannya: sekolah.
If you think I'm such a happy person, no you are wrong
By saying my laughter is louder than yours
Shut your freakin' mouth
No one knows what I feel and what i suffer, no they don't know
So keep your thoughts and stop assuming that
Someone is always fineJennie terus berjalan hingga ia menuju kelasnya, meletakkan ranselnya disana, duduk, menaikkan hoodienya, lalu bersiap tidur diatas meja hingga guru datang. Earphone-nya masih menempel di kupingnya, dengan lagu yang sama.
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You
FanfictionYou are the reason I cry, the reason I laugh, the reason I fall in love with.