Perjalanan Nikmat Berahi

Chapter 32 Pasca PKP

Ok sebelum kita ke cerita author nak terangkan yang chapter kali ni pun banyk yg direka reka. Macam jugak chapter 31 haritu. Banyak reka2. So dlm cerita ni kita tak ada 3rd wave yg beratus dan 4th wave yang beribu ribu kes per day. Kes harian maintain average 40-50 sehari.. fluctuate antara 20 lebih ke 70 lebih sehari...

Ekonomi tgh naik slowly & steadily. Tapi masih lg dlm PKPP.

OK kita masuk ke cerita.

Lepas habis PKPB dah nak masuk PKPP. Waktu ni dah horey... Lega la sikit. Ekonomi tgh sikit2 pulih..

Sektor ekonomi sedang cuba utk pulih sikit2..

Waktu ni dah macam takde ape dah. Bnyk industri dah dibuka semula. But still pertumbuhan ekonomi lembab. As for me, Ofis aku suffer quite a lot. Banyak benda yg diorg potong. Sebelum ni diorg tak potong gaji, tapi potong semua elaun2. Potong semua benefit.

pastu sbb tak takleh cover dah, company start utk potong 10%.

Lepas 2 bulan diorg nak potong lagi.

Dan aku akhirnya release jawatan aku sendiri dari board of director company yg aku kerja skrg. I tender my resignation. Bila diorg punya bussines effected sgt smpai nak potong gaji staff lebih dari 15%. Board of diretor kalau kena potong 15% tu bnyk tu kalau dah gaji pun tinggi. Walaupun aku board of director paling rendah gaji. Xsampai 10k pun.

For the sake of others, aku korbankan diri aku.

Hopefully insted of 15% yg diorg nak potong, dgn aku keluar probably dpt la diorg kurangkan potong tu 12% je ke.... Sbb gaji aku mmg ribu riban punya mahal. Walaupun rendah bg taraf board of director, but still duit, dan mmg bg bnyk kelegaan kpd company.

Lgpn aku tahu aku xbnyk sgt pun buat kerja. Tak ada contribution sgt. Aku masuk pun kabel. So aku mmg tak puas sebenarnya. Apa je yg aku contribute. Xbnyk pun. Rasa tak berkat gila. So ni keputusan yg fair la aku rasa.

Last day on aku punya date on resignation letter, ada la buat farewell kecil kecilan..

Takde la apa2 sambutan sgt, xde party, takde makan2 kat mana2 hotel/ restaurant, xde catering. Just a few staff je ada bwk sikit2 snack, distribute lepas lunchtime tu. Ada la jajan sikit, diorg bawak dessert sket, ada yg order nugget mcd, ada yg bwk fries, panaskan balik kat pantry office, ada yg order brownies, ada bottled spft drinks sikit. Mcmtu aje.

Then dlm pukul 4 mcmtu, manager bhgian HR, mdm Su Yen, panggil aku masuk ofis dia. Mdm Su Yen, seorang perempuan Tionghua yang kulit putih, cerah, sedikit kekuningan, bermata tidak begitu sepet. Seorang pemudi akhir 30an, tetapi masih nampak awet muda, dan belum berkahwin, tetapi telah tinggal bersama dgn boyfriendnya. Selalu memakai kemeja putih, blazer nipis, pencil skirt paras lutut dan thigh high socks.

Kami sembang2 kosong kejap, and then;

"Its hard to see you go" (Su Yen)
"I guess its better for me & the company"
"I dont know how to say this." dia ckp sambil pejam matanya. Continued with a long pause
"Its okay, its my last day after all. Just spill it, i wont mind" Aku balas sambil senyum.
"Well, for starters, its really hard to see you go. But as you said, its for the good of both party. and i guess its true"
"Yeah, i know, i also didnt contribute very much la kan. Not much work I do, more often than not i find the task I do, is just for the sake of giving me work to do. I know that i come to this company pun from a recommendation by somebody to somebody. Im used to it. Even before working here, same thing happened"

Mdm Su Yen tak berkata apa. Dia senyap je. Pandang aku dalam2. Tak bantah, tak nafi. SO betul la apa aku cakap, dia mesti setuju, cuma tak terluah

"But not all like that la actually. There are really good input that you give. Also in whatever you do, you done it truthfully, wholeheartedly. Buat betul2, not sambil lewa ones. I appreciate that a lot. It does help a lot the company, especially the inisiatives & research that you done. Even the inputs you put in meetings, it really puts us on a new perspective"
"I just do whatever i can."
"You also did a very brave and kind hearted decision, to leave, in effort to save the others. Thats what makes you different than others. Compassionate. Selflessness."
"Well, i know that i can survive the pandemic, so thats the only way i can help other people."
"Yeah, but still, an impressive moves. You are always thing about others. Selflessness. With that kind of attittude, Im sure, you can achieve greatness, success. Confirm wor."