billy loomis x stu macher one-shots|| book three

My Atlantis

Warning- Angst,character death ,suicide, mention of sucide,mention of self-blame
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The birds have left their tree's
The light pours into me
I can feel you lying there all on your own
We got here the hard way
All those word's that we exchange
Is it any wonder thing's get broke?

Billy felt completely numb ,he couldn't fell anything ,he couldn't cry anymore ,he already used up all his tears .

Cause in my heart and in my head
I'll never take back those thing's I said
So high above,I feel it coming down
She said ,in my heart and in my head
Tell me why this has to end
Oh,no oh,no

Billy's mother gripped his hand tightly as she used her other hand to wipe away her tears,billy stared at the coffin wishing this wasn't true.

I can't save us,my Atlantis,we fall
We built this town on a shaky ground
I can't save us, my Atlantis  oh,no
We built it up to pull it down

Billy wished he could've done something,could've known ,so he could've saved him

Now all the bird's have fled
The hurt just leaves me scared
Losing everything I've ever known
It all became to much
Mabye I'm not built for love
If I knew that I could reach you ,i would go

He guessed that he did have tears left because as soon as they put the love of his life in the ground and buried him ,he just broke down not caring who saw him and his mother hugged him as he sobbed

It's in my heart and in my head
You can't take back the thing's you said
So high above ,I feel it coming down
She said ,in my heart and in my head
Tell me why this has to end
Oh, no ,oh,no

Everyone was giving him pitying looks ,it was pathetic,but he didn't have much energy to agrue with anyone ,Tatum came over to him tears streaming down her face ,she sat besides him and gave him a side hug

I can't save us, my Atlantis,we fall
We built this town on a shaky ground
I can't save us my Atlantis,oh no
We built it up to pull it down

Billy didn't go home after the funeral,instead he went to the one place he needed to be in ,he went to stu's room ,everything was the same,it was just as stu left it , billy sat on stu's bed and let out a deep breath

Yeah,we built it up and we built it up 
Yeah,we built it up and we pull it down
And we built it up and we built it up
And we built it up and we pull it down

Billy laid down and stared at the ceiling ,it was his fault,if only he knew mabye ,just mabye stu would've still be with him or aleast billy would've gone with him

I can't save us,my Atlantis,we fall
We built this town on a shaky ground
I can't save us,my Atlantis,oh no
We built it up to pull it down

Billy grabbed stu's teddy bear that was laying on the bed ,he hugged it to his chest as another fresh set of tears started to stream down his face

He cried himself to sleep that day and it won't be the last
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574 word's!

The song is called

Atlantis by seafret