Steaming.
________________________It took everything within him not to fold completely at the sight he was seeing in front of his eyes. Staying with Chan for the past 2 weeks, he has never been happier than he is now. It also held its side effects. Chan had this gracious habit of never wearing shirts at home. The fact that he felt comfortable enough to even introduce that habit of his within a week of staying together under the same roof, made the younger question if he should feel proud and happy, or as previously stated, fold completely beneath his feet. He was feeling all sorts of feelings and emotions whenever Chan turned around to ask him a question, only for his own pair of eyes to travel down Chan's body. He felt incredibly ashamed to feel such attractions to the latter. But his worst fear was undeniably eventually making the older uncomfortable with his little staring issue.
He gulped as he blocked out whatever Chan was saying. Staring at the toned body before his eyes, his eyes trailed up to the man's chest, seeing the firm muscles that went perfectly along with his toned body. Jeongin was actually completely amazed by how Chan was so muscular. The fact that this man has been stuck in a hospital with no proper gym and whatsoever, he was genuinely curious about how Chan managed to keep his shape.
"Jeongin, are you listening to what I'm saying?" Chan asked as he waved his hand in front of his eyes.
Jeongin shook his head to wake himself up, face red like a tomato, as he slowly looked up.
"N-no, I just zoned out" he smiled awkwardly, trying his best to look so innocent, to the point that he almost went on his knees, praying that Chan didn't notice a thing.
Chan just stood quietly for a moment, nodding his head upwards as if it were to show understanding to his words. Or maybe the fact that he probably wanted him to continue speaking and make stupid excuses.
"Zoned out, or busy with your imagination" Chan chuckled, turning his back to the younger. Leaving Jeongin slightly disappointed.
He hasn't felt this way before. He was too shy to admit the fact that his imaginations weren't exactly the most child friendly mindset to carry. But even so, he sort of wanted it more and more.
"It's your fault" he huffed, staring at the man's toned back, wondering how well Chan broad shoulders covered his fragile and skinny complexions.
"Tell me why that is" The way he could prominently hear the mocking tone in the latter's voice made him slightly back down, his eyes wide as he was unsure what to say, ready to stumble upon his words. "I know you don't have an argument against me" Chan turned back around, smirking at the younger who almost screamed at the expression the older one had on his face. But in no way could he respond to that. His mouth was zipped locked. "Don't you blame me, darling. I'm the one you are craving for right now".
Jeongin almost jumped out of his seat, his eyes wide and cheeks red. He genuinely felt defeated. The way Chan just approached closer to him, only to place his thumb slightly pressing against his lips, made him stare in complete shock.
He had a half-naked man testing his limits right now..the real question was.
Who the fuck wouldn't fold like him?
"Chan" he mumbled as he felt the way Chan started caressing his cheekbone, his eyes darting everywhere but at the latter. He was panicking from within, not used to such blooming emotions within him.
"Hm? My eyes are up here" he responded with a calm voice. But Jeongin just looked down, gulping and swallowing his own pride as he waited a while before continuing his next sentence.
"Do you like me..?" He asked, tilting his head as he fiddled with his fingers. He knew he had gotten this confirmed quite some time ago, but he needed the validation. He needed to know for real, that Chan liked him.
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Thinner
Fanfiction"It's the hunger that consumes you". "I don't feel hunger anymore". "Will we ever meet again?". "Maybe in another life".