The Self-conscious Submissive

Hold it

-Monica

Master left for the meeting leaving me in the perfect position to ask Liam and Brian if they saw my car except I wasn't allowed to speak. So I sat there willing Liam to read my mind but it didn't work. I was so frustrated I needed to be able to get up and make calls and find my car before Master sent Jade to go fix it. I was seriously debating getting up and just using her office phone or at least asking Liam. I didn't do it though I was already breaking enough rules I couldn't add this to the list of disobedience.

So I just sat there and listened as the Diamonds talked first about work and then the subject changed into what they plan on doing when their lives are no longer bound to the Dynasty. After a while, I just tuned them out altogether. I was thinking in my mind how to get away to call about my car when my body gave me the answer. The urge to use the bathroom came to me and I had never been so happy. I just had to wait for my Master to get back and then I could ask her for permission to go and I could sneak a few calls while I was away.

It took about an hour for Master to give the tour. When she came back she had a look of determination as she sat down and picked up her clipboard.

"Alright, now where were we?" Master said sitting down.

I had to ask her to go to the bathroom now before we got to deep in the meeting.

"Um, Mrs. Dynasty is it alright if I go to the bathroom real quick? I asked.

She looked down at me with a straight face, "Where having a meeting you can wait," she said sternly.

I was a little thrown off by her response and the sternness in her voice. I was just asking to go to the bathroom as a respectful formality. I didn't actually think she'd say no. I'm not usually kneeling this long and have never had this problem before. Was she upset? Did the tour not go well? I decided not to think too deeply about it I could wait it wasn't like it was an emergency or anything. I just had that subtle reminder in my mind that I needed to go but it wasn't screaming at me or anything so I would be fine.

"Oh right that Johnson Family reunion. Brian were there any...." Master jumped right back into the meeting as if she never left.

They continued their meeting and I sat there waiting. I had nothing to do with my hands since she still didn't give me a notebook. But at least she wasn't feeding me water anymore. Oh right, that's why I have to pee Master trying to hydrate me had my bladderful. As the time went by slowly and with nothing else to think about I started noticing my full bladder more and more. I needed to pee now the subtleness was gone and it was more of an echo in my mind. I didn't want to interrupt her I knew better than to speak while she was speaking but I needed to go.

I tugged on her pants leg trying to get her attention but she kept talking and ignoring me. I waited a while waiting for a lull in the conversation. When they started flipping through pages I tugged on her pants leg again she looked down at me, "What is it," she asked with a straight face.

"I really need to go to the bathroom," I whispered.

"What are you a child continuously interrupting our meeting to ask to go to the potty?" she asked. "Everybody else is sitting here focused. You are a grown woman Monica, not a child. You can hold it until we're done with our meeting," she said a little louder than I wish she would have.

I cringed at her words. Feeling completely humiliated that she was speaking to me like that in front of the Diamonds.

I put my head down in shame. "Sorry," I said.

"Don't apologize to me, Apologize to the Diamonds for continuously holding up the meeting, she said.

"I'm sorry," I whispered.