The Self-conscious Submissive

Collarless Subs

3 weeks Later...

-Dylan

After the 3 of us broke the Guinness Book of World records for the number of times 3 people can orgasm in a weekend. I talked to my girls about our future. The first thing we talked about was a way for Monica to balance her submissive desires with me. Finding her balance between being a pain in my ass and being the obident slave she desires to be. I let her know that it will take time for us to find our balance but as long as she remains respectful, open, and honest about everything we will find our way. I gave her homework so that she could reevaluate these things. I wanted her to understand herself more. She needed to find the right way to let her Brat out without hurting herself or Trinity and me.

As far as our relationship was concerned I wanted her to always feel comfortable to come to me as her girlfriend. So I did something a little bit out of character. I had us set aside our Dom sub-roles for the time being so we could focus on our relationship. I wasn't sure if this was the "normal" thing to do or not. But it's our relationship and it's honestly the only way I know how to handle it. I think the reason why Trinity and I's relationship as a Dom/Sub is because we had a solid relationship first. Monica and I barely had a friendship so we were going to start from scratch. While we did homework together to find our balance we worked on our relationship so we both could feel secure.

While Monica's submission was on hold I was able to turn my focus on training Trinity. My Princess has now stepped into her own role as my Slave. Though her and Monica's submissive needs and desires will always differ it's fun to have her fully committed to her submission to me. Now that our limits are no more new adventures can start. I love watching her discover this whole new side of herself without restrictions on herself or me. We are finally on the path we had been paving for ourselves since the beginning and a sense of completion I never knew I was lacking. As we train and time progresses my love and pride for her grow more and more every day.

It's really starting to feel like our worlds are melding together perfectly. I couldn't lie I was scared wondering if Monica joining my and Trinity's relationship was going to hurt us. Every step of the way as our relationship changes I do my best to check in with my Princess. I always want her to feel safe and secure but it seems I was just overstressing. She seems happier than I am about this whole thing. It fills my soul knowing I put a smile on her face. Her smile has always given me a reason to wake up every morning.  As long as I can keep doing that for both of my girls then everything else in life will be alright. 

While the two of them were learning their new places as my submissives. They were both collarless. I had intentions for both of them about how and when they'd receive them. I knew both of them would feel away about not having their collars but I needed to take my time. I had to make sure they were both committed to me and this relationship. I needed to be sure that once they received their collars back they had no desire to remove them. 

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-Monica

It's been almost a month since Dylan and I officially started dating. Probably one of the most amazing almost months of my life. I now understand completely why Trinity was so head over heels for her. I also understand why she was ok with giving up her submissive desire to pursue a relationship with her. 

Dylan as a girlfriend was what every fairytale princess hopes to find in her prince charming. She was sweet, romantic, patient, and kind. The two of us talked a lot since we came home from the cabin. She allowed me to ask her 21+ questions about anything and everything I wanted to learn about her. She even managed to keep her hands to herself until I felt like I had completed my classes in Dylan 101.