The Self-conscious Submissive

Suspension

-Monica

My pulse picks up again. My punishment isn't over? But I've learned a very painful lesson. I thought we were good now. She hugged me and kissed my forehead. 

"I'm, I'm sorry Master please forgive me," I beg.

She scowls at me. I stare into her eyes and the wild look is still in them. "Wrist," she orders.

I whimper at her command but do as I'm told holding my wrist out to her. She ties my wrists together with some rope that I have no idea where she got from. The rough is tight on my wrist and I struggle to break free from my bind. She gives me a satisfied look when she sees I can't and tugs on the ropes lead.  "Follow," she orders and walks me back towards the cabin. 

Once again her strides are fast and I find myself struggling to keep up. I'm at least grateful that she chose to take the path so I didn't find myself stumbling. She walks me all the way back to the cabin. And I am filled with a nervous excitement to see the inside of it. I want to see the cabin but I have a feeling this isn't about to be love-making by the fireplace like I imagined. She pulls a key from her pocket and I take that moment to catch my breath as she uses it to open the door. Once it's open she tugs me in and flips a light switch illuminating the room. 

I look around the room in awe it's just like how I imagined it to look. Comfortable-looking brown love seats and couches, a stone fireplace with a fur rug placed in front of it. I don't even get the chance to fantasize about Master taking me on it again because she pulls me out of the room and further inside. I try to ask her what she intends to do with me but she doesn't respond. 

So we walk in silence as she continues to pull me further in. We walk past some closed doors and I'm curious what's inside but don't get the chance to ask. She opens one door down a long hall and it leads us down some stairs. We take about 12 steps down before we end up at a larger black door. There's a padlock on the door and I wait as she unlocks it. 

As soon as the door opens she tugs me in. The room is dark and I try to look around to see what's inside but I can't see anything. She pulls me to the middle of the room and she orders me to kneel and I struggle to do as I'm told with my wrist bound. I'm kneeling on what feels like a mat or something because the floor is cold, soft, and cushioned

She walks away from me leaving me alone in the dark and silence. I hear her moving but can't see anything with my head down. After a few moments, she flips on a light switch and the entire room lights up.

I don't hear or feel her around so I take a risk and lift my head to check my surroundings. My eyes scan the room in disbelief and awe. She brought me to a playroom, a playroom in the cabin. It's so much larger than ours at home and has a lot more equipment. The walls in our playroom back home were purple while the ones here are a bright red making it feel a little more scary in a good way. The first thing I noticed was an X-cross against the wall, followed by a spanking bench, a cage that was larger than the one my Master had for me back home, and a bed. There were also some large black wooden cabinets that I'm sure had all Master's toys in them. 

Suddenly I feel my head being pushed back down and I let out a yelp. I didn't even feel her presence where did my Master come from? 

"You know better than to lift your head without my permission. Obviously you've been out of my control far too long. If you've forgotten how to behave in the playroom Kaijara," she says in a displeasured tone.

"I'm, I'm sorry Master," I stutter cursing my curious side for disobeying her in the playroom.

"Don't worry Kaijara by the time I'm done with you you'll remember your place," she threatened.