The Self-conscious Submissive

Domina?

-Monica

The rest of the submissives and I kneeled on the floor in front of the Doms. Jessica to the left of me Kaylan to my right. I was buzzing with questions still trying to understand why Scott was here. When did he become a Dom was he one the whole time? Or did he decide to become one after we met? 

Those questions remained unanswered but I soon learned what we were doing in this room.

"Welcome back submissives I'm excited to see so many of you have returned. You all may raise your heads as we begin tonight's lessons."

All of us raised our heads and I looked up at Sir Meyers who was standing at the front of the stage. While the other Doms and Domme's sat a table behind him. Sir Meyers went on to say he was happy that so many of them were still here. That made me curious as to how many subs had started the program. There were 10 subs to 7 Doms on stage leaving the count uneven. 

"Last time we went over your dislikes and some of you discovered that you had a wider range of interests than you believed. Simon for instance mentioned that he thought pet play was weird and wasn't for him. However, he became very aroused when Mistress O played with him while he was leashed, and quite enjoyed being put in a cage. Correct Simon?"

"Y-Yes Sir," a male sub kneeling 3 down from me said. He kind of looked like a cute little nerd with glasses, shirtless wearing some pink shorts. "I was surprised that I liked being treated like a dog. It's still weird but intriguing, I think I have a new kink. 

Sir Meyers chuckled and nodded his head approvingly, "Would you explain to the class why you were so turned off by this in the first place."

Paul fidgeted with his fingers for a moment. "I, I thought that it was degrading to be treated as some sort of animal. I understand some people are into that but it just seemed inhuman."

"What did you discover about yourself after this experience." Sir Meyers asked. 

"I realized that I actually enjoyed pet play. It felt like a different type of connection with my Dom. I enjoyed playing games as her dog. Fetching seemed silly but I also enjoyed the praise that I received for bringing the ball back. I enjoyed the way she petted me, rubbed my tummy, and told me I was a good boy. I was aroused when she put me in the cage for being naughty. It was like a whole new world I hadn't even allowed myself to embrace because I thought it was beneath me. Taboo. I judged people so much and now I feel bad for kink shaming. Especially now that I want to try it again. I didn't realize how much I was limiting myself. "

I nodded my head in understanding as well as a lot of the other subs. That was one reason why I had enjoyed being Dylan's slave. We got to explore so many different things together without me overthinking it. She took me on so many random adventures that I would never even thought of. I didn't know who or what I was going to be day by day. I didn't know all my limits but I knew there was an endless possibility of new kinks I could discover if I was willing to explore them. 

"That is a very good discovery of yourself, Simon. I am proud of you for allowing yourself to take this journey. I hope that you continue to stay open-minded and discover new likes and interests for yourself."

"Thank you, Sir," Simon smiled happy to receive the praise. 

Sir Meyers continued talking to the other subs about their discoveries from facing their dislikes. It turned out 5 subs left yesterday after their experience yesterday. Sir Meyers let the subs know it was ok to not enjoy something but it was healthy for them and their Dom's relationship to be open to try and discuss new things. So that they continued to grow as submissives. It also pushed them to be better versions of themselves. Trust in your Dom to respect and understand your limits and to help you discover who you are as a sub.