Our Girl Book 1 {Stray Kids Fanfiction}

Chapter 156: Deja Vu

"-stop the time, I know. We all crossing the burning world, I know. There would be no destination. But no one can stop the timе, I know. Maybe. Said you'll run from this beautiful world. Oh, no. You can take it, so think oncе more. I know your scars-" Han stopped singing and strumming his guitar and picked up the pencil. As he wrote notes and lyrics in the notebook, Lily walked into his room.

Hearing her soft steps, he quickly glanced over his shoulder and smiled as he turned back to put his lyrics on paper. "Hey, my love. One sec-"

She stayed quiet as she settled in behind him, with her legs on either side of his waist. She wrapped her arms around his torso and rested her head on his shoulder as she patiently waited.

When he made his final note, he leaned over to sit his guitar in the stand before resting his hands on top of hers and turning his head to kiss her forehead. "How are you, love?"

She smiled and readjusted her head to rest her chin on his shoulder. "Much better thanks to Uncle J. Tonight was fun and definitely needed." She replied as she peeked at the notebook to read the title of the song he was working on. "'Maybe'- I love what little bit I heard."

He lightly chuckled as he slowly stood, giving her time to adjust to prevent her from falling. He turned around and reached for her hands, lifting her directly into his embrace. "And I love you." He softly replied.

She smiled as she wrapped her arms around him, tightening their embrace. "I love you, baby boy. I'm sorry for-"

"Nothing. You're sorry for nothing." He pulled away from her and cupped her cheeks as his eyes met hers. "No one needs to hear an apology from you. All we need is to know you're ok. Got it?"

She smiled and nodded as he brought her in for a lingering, passionate kiss. He snaked his hand to her waist as their lips began to dance together in a slow but powerful waltz.

After a few moments of savoring each other's soft lips, he felt her subtly grind against him. He smirked against her lips and rested his hands on her hips, gently yet firmly grasping them.

With their lips still connected, he began taking slow steps backward, leading her toward his bed.

When the back of his legs touched the edge of the mattress, he broke away from their kiss and gazed deeply into her eyes as he smiled. "Almost a year together, and still- each time I kiss you-"

He spun them around and gently guided her to lay on the bed. He crawled beside her and pulled her against him. He slightly hovered over her, using one elbow as a prop, resting the side of his head in his palm. He tucked a strand of hair behind her ear before kissing her softly, then smiled against her lips as he continued, "-it feels like the first time."

An adoring grin stretched across her face as she brushed her fingers through his hair. "Mm. The first time- kinda getting a sense of deja vu."

He locked eyes with her as he grazed his fingertips up her arm. "Tell me. Walk me through our first time." He said in a low, passionate tone.

"Well-" She began with a playful tone. "It all started with me walking in on you singing."

He let out a quick chuckle as his eyes followed the path that his fingertips made across her arm. "More like busting  in and scaring the shit out of me-"

"Hey! Who's tellin this story? Me or you?" She asked with a playfully scolding tone as she pulled her arm from under his touch and pressed her finger against his lips.

He chuckled as he wrapped his hand around hers and pressed it further against his lips. He peppered soft kisses around her palm and fingers as he replied. "You're right. How rude of me. I'll shut up."

"Aaaanywaaay-" She continued as he trailed kisses to her wrist and forearm. "You sang the most beautiful songs for me- which-" She narrowed her eyes at him, seemingly ignoring the tension that was rising between them. "-you didn't do this time." She continued with a disappointed tone.

He cut his eyes at her and smiled against her skin. "I'll have to fix that later."

She smiled and nodded in satisfaction. "Good- then we ended up on the bed talking- you had your hand on my face-"

He released her hand and grazed his fingertips from her temple to her chin before cupping her cheek. "Like this?" He asked as he grazed his thumb back and forth, gazing into her eyes.

Her breath hitched as she softly smiled. "Yep. Just like that-" She hummed as she replayed the scene in her mind.

His eyes traveled from her eyes to her lips as he replied. "Then what?"

She grazed her teeth across her bottom lip. "Then you gave me the most mind-blowing first kiss."

He immediately lowered and pressed his lips against hers as his hand traveled from her face, through her hair, resting his hand against the back of her head.

Their kiss started slow and tender, yet quickly intensified when she slithered her fingers through his hair and grasped, eliciting a soft growl from his chest."

His hand traveled from her head, down her back, and rested on her hip. When he firmly squeezed, she moaned, giving his tongue the access it needed to pass through her parted lips.

Their hands traveled each other's bodies as his tongue explored her mouth. She rolled the lower half of her body and pressed against him, feeling his growing erection through his sweatpants.

He snaked his hand to her lower back, bringing her against him as close as she could get, firmly holding her in place. He pulled away from their intense kiss and placed a soft peck on her nose as he smiled. "Then what?"