Our Girl Book 1 {Stray Kids Fanfiction}

Chapter 5: What the Fuck is Yalls Deal

Felix and Han both froze when her statement reached their ears. "Kidnapped?" Felix questioned in disbelief.

Han, stood from the bed, "Fuck, fuck, fuck! I have to tell them. Lily, I won't bring them up here if you don't want to see them but they have to know this."

Lily raised herself and Felix helped her roll to her back. "Wait, none of you knew? Then why-"

"Lily, please let me bring them to talk to you. Please." Felix begged.

Han picked the hoodie and sweatpants up from the dresser and held them out to her. "Chan thought you would be more comfortable in these." He stated, hoping the gesture would ease her mind.

She took a deep breath and wiped the remaining tears from her eyes. "Fine. But please stay. Please don't leave me alone with them."

Both boys smiled with relief. "You have our word. We won't leave your side. Do you want me to help you change while Han goes to get them?" Felix asked hesitantly. "I won't look at you. My eyes will stay locked with yours." He assured her, seeing the tension in her eyes.

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"Lily?" Han called as he knocked on the door. "Can we come in?"

Felix opened the door from the inside of the room and allowed the three to enter.

Lily kept her eyes down as they entered the room. She wasn't sure how to behave and she was terrified of them.

Han and Felix sat on either side of Lily on the bed, hoping it would ease her fear.

"Lily, I- I'm so sorry." Leeknow finally pleaded as tears filled his eyes. "Lily, if I had known I would have nev-" He paused and took a deep breath. "Can Chan and I sit with you please?"

Without looking up at them, she hesitantly nodded.

"Han said you were kidnapped? Can you elaborate?" Chan asked as he sat at the foot of her bed. She began to explain but was interrupted. "Lily, everything you were told when you arrived is void. Please look at us."

She slowly lifted her eyes to see the pair staring back at her. She had expected to see the same dark, predatorial gaze but instead, their eyes were kind, compassionate and full of concern. She was able to relax herself enough to tell her story. Horror and shock flooded the four listeners as she explained what happened after she left work that night, and all the events leading to her arrival.

"You said you woke up in Korea? Where are you from?" Chan asked.

"America, I'm from Georgia." She replied slowly.

"And this all happened-" Leeknow started to ask before he was interrupted.

"Four days ago." Lily replied.

Anger was clearly evident on each of their faces as they heard what she had experienced.

"Lily, we are so so sorry. Please know that we will do everything in our power to help you get home." Chan assured her.

Lily sat in silence for a moment before the question invaded her mind. She voiced it before she could stop herself. "So what the fuck is yalls deal? I'm so confused about your role in all this."

Chan's face turned red with embarrassment and he chuckled nervously. "Well, we're all doms. Our subs would normally come from an agen-"

"What the fuck is a dom?" She asked curiously.

Leeknow chuckled at her demeanor. "Have you ever heard of BDSM?"

Lily arched her brows at him and asked, "You mean like that movie, 50 shades of- whatever it was?"

Her quiz left the boys slightly embarrassed but amused. "Well, I mean, that's not really an accurate depiction of the lifestyle, but we'll go with that for now." Felix replied as he tried to contain his laughter.

Chan spoke up with a slightly more serious tone. "Lily, we were all under the impression that you were trained and fully informed of what would happen here. We would have never treated you the way we did had we known you didn't give consent beforehand."

"Lily, I don't expect nor want your forgiveness. I just need you to know how truly sorry I am." Leeknow added.

For the first time since her arrival, a smile appeared on Lily's face. There was something about her smile that took the breath from each person in the room.

"Seungmin told us that you haven't eaten since you got here. Would you be comfortable coming downstairs with us so we can feed you?" Felix asked, hopeful that she would agree.

"Sure, thank you." She replied softly.

Leeknow shyly stood to his feet and locked his eyes with Lily's. "I know I don't have a right to ask, but- normally, after I've done- what I did-" He struggled to speak, worried that she would get upset. But his personal conviction wouldn't allow him to stay quiet. "After a session, it's important that I provide what is called aftercare. I understand these circumstances are drastically different, but I would greatly appreciate it if you allow me to take care of you."

Lily couldn't help but feel the sincere emotion in his voice. Despite what had happened, she felt a new sense of security. "I would like that." She said quietly, adding a soft smile.

A satisfied smile stretched across his face and he took Lily's hand. "I'm going to carry you if that's ok."

Lily stretched her arms to him, signaling that she consented. He carefully scooped her up, bridal style and the five exited the bedroom.