J+C: DRABBLES

☆Jake's Gay Awakening☆

Request: lemonqsodas1

[ Jake's gay awakening is Carrington ]

cw; smoking, confusion on sexuality, overstimulated/meltdown!
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Jake was tossing and turning in his bed. He couldn't sleep. His mind was thinking about his roommate, Carrington.

He sighed heavily, laying flat on his back as he was looking at his ceiling. He felt ashamed about his feelings and confused.

"Fuck." He muttered underneath his breath. He shifted and grabbed his cigarette pack on the nightstand, lighting himself one as he lay flat in his bed, smoking.

Carrington heard the sound of shuffling coming from Jake's room. He was curious as to what he was doing up at this hour, but he was too lazy to get out of bed and check.

But he gave in.

Carrington groaned as he got out of bed and made his way to Jake's room. He was still half asleep, but he was determined to see what was keeping his roommate up.

He knocked lightly on the door. "Hey, you okay in there?"

Jake's eyes slowly glanced to his closed bedroom door. He felt tears rise in his brown eyes as he brought the cigarette to his lips. He takes a drag, holding the cigarette smoke in for a moment before he exhaled it slowly. "Huh? Yeah!" He called back, lying.

Carrington could hear the strain in Jake's voice. He knew something was wrong. He opened the door and stepped into the room, taking in the sight of Jake smoking in bed."Bullshit. You're smoking again." He said, crossing his arms over his chest.

Jake glanced at Carrington, silently admiring from afar. Looking closely at Carrington's light sky themed blue eyes, his brown curls, his shaven face... just so handsome.

Jake swore he was straight, but he couldn't help but be confused now. He finds his roommate attractive, but also... he has recently developed feelings for the brunet.

"Yeah? I'm smoking again." Jake bluntly replied, looking back at his ceiling. "I'll quit, i'll get there."

Carrington couldn't help but notice the way Jake was looking at him. There was something in his eyes that he couldn't quite place.

He walked over to the bed and sat down next to Jake, his eyes fixed on the cigarette in his hand. "You said that last time." He said, his tone is a mix of concern and annoyance.

He leaned back against the headboard, his shoulder brushing against Jake's. "What's going on, Jake? You've been acting weird lately."

Jake felt his shoulder brush against Carrington's and it quickened his heart beat. He sits up, flicking the ashes into the nearby ashtray on the nightstand. As he brought the cigarette back to his lips, he takes a drag. Exhaling the smoke as he talks, "Just in my head lately. That's all."

Carrington watched as Jake took another drag from his cigarette, his eyes lingering on his lips. He couldn't help but notice how attractive Jake looked, even in the dim light of the room.

He shook his head, trying to snap himself out of it. "That's not a good enough answer. You know you can talk to me, right?" He said, turning to face Jake.