J+C: DRABBLES

☆Late Night Stims pt2☆

Request: SaturnMoon714

[ Just a part 2 but with more unwanted stims ! ]

cw: unwanted stims/hard time communicating/brief s/h / sleep issues / anxiety / over apologetic

Skip if this makes you uncomfortable thank you

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Jake is sitting in the middle of his bedroom floor. Clutching at his head as he heard his boyfriend Carrington coming up the stairs. It was extremely late and Jake should've been asleep by now.

Carrington pushed the door open with his foot, walking inside and noticing his boyfriend on the floor. He chuckled a bit, a playful smirk on his face.

"Hey babe.." he called out, shutting the door behind him with his heel.

Jake got startled by the door simply closing and Carrington knew something was up.

Carrington's smirk slowly faded as he stepped closer, noticing the expression on Jake's face."What's wrong?" He asked, kneeling down in front of him.

Jake didn't reply.

Carrington tilted his head to the side, a concerned look on his face. He placed his hand on Jake's shoulder, trying to get a good look at him.

"Babe.. are you okay?" He asked, his voice gentle.

Jake flaps his hands for a moment before he makes them into fists. Digging his nails into the skin of his palms. He looked exhausted.

Carrington's eyes widened when he saw his boyfriend's hands. He quickly took them into his own, trying to prevent him from hurting himself.

"No, no.. don't do that, sweetheart.." he said softly, gently holding onto his hands and rubbing his thumbs over his knuckles.

"Sorry, just.. hard day" Jake managed to say before he pulled back, using his hands and tugging at his hair with force.

"Don't be sorry.."

Carrington watched as his boyfriend tugged at his hair, his eyes filled with worry. He reached out and grabbed Jake's wrists, pulling them away from his head.

"Babe, please stop hurting yourself.."

Jake whined in frustration suddenly. Lifting his hands up and pulling them away from Carrington. Crossing them firmly around himself and squeezing tightly.

Carrington sighed softly, seeing his boyfriend's stubbornness. He knew Jake was going through a tough time, but he hated seeing him in distress like this.

He reached out again, this time gently grabbing his arms and pulling them apart from his body.

Jake sighed and slumped forward. Leaning against Carrington. He laid his head onto Carrington's shoulder and shuts his eyes super tight.

Carrington wrapped his arms around his boyfriend, holding him close. He gently rubbed his back, trying to soothe him.

"That's it, just relax.." he murmured, his voice soft and comforting.

Jake opened his eyes before closing them super tight again. He did this a few times before he took a few deep breaths.

Carrington watched as his boyfriend kept opening and closing his eyes, a small frown on his face. He could tell that he was trying to calm himself down, but it wasn't working.

"Babe, it's okay.. you don't have to force yourself to calm down.." he said gently, continuing to rub his back in soothing circles.

Jake pulled back. He grabbed at his hair again and tucked up his knees. He sighed in frustration. "Can't sleep, bad day."