We Are Family #3 (English)

Marshall...

I knocked on the door to the bedroom.

"Marshall ..." I said tearfully, he had locked me out and it had now gone an hour without a single reply from him, I was really getting worried! "Marshall, come on! Unlock the door, we got to talk at least ... We'll figure this out, okay? I'm not angry or anything, please just unlock the door ??" I asked, almost gave up hope that he at all listened to what I said before the lock in the door was wrenched up and his blue, broken eyes stared at me.

"Start fucking talking then." He said pissed, I decided not to emphasize that I didn't want that tone to me, it would probably just make it all worse.

"I'm sorry that I didn't believe you, it was ... Just the thought of someone else with you ... I couldn't believe it, but at the same time I did, even though I didn't want to? You know what I'm trying to say?" He stared hard at me, I could see he was still incredibly pissed that I had believed Josh over him. "I'll never do this again, I promise you. I'm never gonna listen to Josh, he just wanna tear us apart and ..." I looked at him with tears in my eyes, they ran like cascades down my cheeks. "I love you so much, I don't want us to ever fight again ... We've never fought like this, not fought ever actually and I want it to be like that. I hate fighting with you, because I just--" I burst into tears and dried the tears quickly away.

"Aye, cut it out ..." Marshall broke the silence, I looked up at him and saw he got a tear from his eye. He smiled at me easily. "You know it tears me apart to see you cryin ..." He said and pulled me up to him. I hugged him as if I'd never see him again, I felt like a koala.

"Aren't you mad?" I asked after a while and sniffled short while I looked up and met his gaze.

"I ain't exactly mad ... Just kinda, y'know, thinking about things ..." he murmured, I hugged him again

"I'm so sorry ..." I squealed and began to sob again, I felt the guilt take over. He let go around me so he could look me in the eye.

"I understand aigh't? It's okay, don't cry..." he said and kissed me on the forehead. "Okay?" I nodded and he looked at me briefly before he sent me a smile and stroked my back soothingly.

"I'm never gonna listen to what Josh says and that's something I promise you!" I said and looked at him, he looked at me.

"God, I love you ..." he whispered, waiting for me to say the same to him, I smiled and stood on my toes to kiss him. I smiled at him through my tears.

"I love you too ..." I said and kissed him again.