How many chances

part 46

me and kobe went and sat on the couch and we were just watching tv not even talking until he paused the movie and turned towards me

Kobe: so um what do you want to talk about
Y: none to say really
Kobe: can we talk about us
Y: there isn't an us kobe
Kobe: yes there is why are you so scared to see that
Y: you cheated on me once while we were talking and twice while we were dating why wouldn't i be scared i don't think you're going to change
Kobe: i'm changing y/n you just can't see that
Y: well i must be fucking dumb but we all heard what you said to mike
Kobe: it was out of fucking jealousy give me a break
Y: so every time you're jealous are you going to say some rude shit
Kobe: get over it i said i was going to apologize what the fuck is wrong with you
Y: if you didn't say it in the first place then you wouldn't need to apologize
Kobe: i asked to talk to you now you're arguing with me
Y: you want to talk so here we are talking why don't you just let it all out now so there isn't anymore surprises
Kobe: what fucking surprises y/n huh
Y: surprises of you cheating dumbass
Kobe: i messed up yea but why the fuck do you always have to hang that over my head
Y: because it happened yesterday idiot
Kobe: y/n stop calling me out of my fucking name
Y: or what kobe are you going to go cheat on me oh wait you can't because we aren't together

kobe got up standing in front of me so i got up too we were just looking at each other until he grabbed me by my neck and started kissing me now i know what you may be thinking but if you felt how he was kissing me then you wouldn't have pulled away either this boy was kissing me like he hasn't seen me in years but i made him mad the day before i got back now it might be toxic but damn this boy had some type of spell over me anyways by now we were making out then he tapped my thigh so i jumped up and he carried me into his room next thing i knew i was in his room naked with him asleep laying on my bare chest the sun was now out so i just went to sleep once i woke up i checked my phone and it was three in the afternoon i slowly got from under kobe trying not to wake him up then i put my clothes back on and snuck out of his room i was at the bottom of the stair case when i felt someone staring at me so i slowly turned around seeing everyone in the living room

Y: good morning guys
Omar: where did you just come from
Y: me oh the um what's you call it the oh the game room that's where i came from anyways i'm gonna go to sleep now i was up all night playing games bye bye
Vexton: y/n
Y: hmm
Ava: where were you for real we aren't dumb
Y: i know you guys are very intelligent fine young men and woman now goodnight after my long day in the game room i'm very tired

soon they stopped asking me questions and i was about to walk up the stairs when kobe came out of his room stretching and yawning he only had shorts on so you could see all the fresh hickies covering his chest all the way to his neck

Kenzie: let me guess you and devyn
Devyn: no as much as i would like to take credit i was in my room last night
Cohen: please don't tell me it was y-
Y: no i was in the game room must've been some other girl anyways goodnight or good afternoon don't care i'm going to sleep bye now wake me up if y'all go anywhere

i walked upstairs going into my room and closing the door i showered then got dressed while i was sitting on my bed derek walked into my room closing the door behind him and sitting in front of me then grabbing the remote and turning off the tv

Derek: you were with kobe last night weren't you
Y: it was that obvious
Derek: to me yea but i don't know about the others
Y: if you know they definitely know i can't believe this uhh i'm so stupid
Derek: if you love him then you aren't stupid you just miss him
Y: but what if the same shit happens
Derek: well he's standing in the doorway so ask him

i looked over to see kobe standing there derek got up patting my head and walked out then kobe came and sat down in front of me once we heard the door close we let out a loud sigh and fell back on the bed

Kobe: so what's going to happen from here
Y: i don't know kobe i really don't
Kobe: do you think there will be an us
Y: i hope so
Kobe: so what if i asked you out right here do you think you'd possibly say yes
Y: um i don't know but i would definitely think about it because i do miss you kobe but how many chances do i have to give you before you actually change
Kobe: i'm trying y/n but you can't see change if you're never around when it's going on just please give me another chance that's all i ask i need you back y/n i promise i can show you i've changed you just have to be willing to be along the journey to see that i'm not saying it's going to be easy but i know if i have you back then it'll definitely be worth it in the end so please y/n do you think you can take me back i really miss you and i love you so much it hurts seeing you with anyone else

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