How many chances

part 95

after a while we all went into the theater room with blankets and we all laid on a chair and i laid with kobe while he rubbed my back and i had my hand and head on his chest while whispering to him

Y: are you ok
Kobe: glad it's over
Y: that wasn't the question kobe
Kobe: i don't know y/n i feel bad
Y: why
Kobe: because i killed her like it meant nothing i'm sorry for this but my first love is the girl i shot i just feel bad but glad that i did it to protect you because i love you more than anything
Y: well all i'm gonna say is you did the right thing you protected the people you love and if it wasn't for you we would've all been dead i didn't like her anyway but if you need to talk about it i'm here i'm not gonna let or make you go through this by yourself and i love you more than you'll ever know
Kobe: you wanna know what would make me feel better
Y: what
Kobe: a date night with just me and you then after we spend the rest of the day in the room just the two of us
Y: finally you have no idea how much i missed going on dates with you
Kobe: alright well i need some light in my life so we're going tomorrow
Y: i need to buy clothes
Kobe: babe you have more than enough
Y: no i don't
Kobe: our whole entire walk in closet is full of dresses and heels you have enough
Y: fine i'll wear one of those but don't say none if it ugly
Kobe: if it's ugly then you have no taste because you bought them
Y: true anyways i didn't ask all that
Kobe: watch the movie
Y: what are we even watching
Kobe: the adams family
Y: oh ok

we payed attention back to the movie and soon kobe fell asleep so i kissed him then pulled the blanket over us and i got on my phone texting people until i got a message from jaden on instagram and i was surprised to see he had a fan base but anyways i opened it

*messages*
Jadencradle: i'm gonna make you love me again
*seen*
Jadencradle: so you aren't gonna answer don't worry sexy you'll see me soon anyways sleep tight i love you
*seen*
*end of messages*

him saying he loved me made me cringe and i turned my phone off and started falling asleep on kobe until kenzie came up to me tapping on me and i looked at her and she asked me to go outside to talk to her so i tried to get up but kobe held my waist so i looked at kenzie and told her to just wait outside for me so she shook her head and walked out while i looked at kobe

Y: baby i'll be right back kenzie needs me
Kobe: no stay with me
Y: weren't you just sleep
Kobe: yea until you moved
Y: i'll be back i promise
Kobe: hurry please
Y: i will and i'll lay right back where i was
Kobe: you mean it
Y: yes i mean it
Kobe: alright give me a kiss

kobe closed his eyes and stuck his head up a little which made me smile so i leaned down and kissed him then stood up

Kobe: i love you
Y: i love you too

i gave him another kiss then started walking out seeing him falling back to sleep and i smiled then walked all the way out and outside to see kenzie sitting down on the pavement with her face in her knees so i snuck behind her and yelled making her jump and i laughed while she smiled and playfully hit me then i sat down next to her and watched as her smile faded

Y: what's wrong gorgeous
Kenzie: derek
Y: what did he do
Kenzie: he's been asking me or well begging me to have his baby but i don't know if i'm ready but i don't want him to leave me because i won't do it
Y: babes derek wouldn't leave you over something like that
Kenzie: but he sees all of y'all with kids and he'll ask me so much to the point where he'll start crying when i say no and it makes me feel so bad
Y: it's because derek loves babies and he's always wanted one of his own so now that he has someone who he loves that can have some he wants one even more but if you aren't ready tell him
Kenzie: i have
Y: no you haven't you tell him no or that you don't want kids you need to sit him down and look him in the eyes and no matter how hard it is you need to tell him that you love him more than anything and that one day you'll give him babies but right now you aren't ready and i promise he'll understand
Kenzie: i love derek i really do with all my heart but what if he leaves once i have one because he realizes he isn't as ready as he thought i don't want to be by myself or what if he changes his mind when it's too late i don't want to go through that y/n
Derek: baby i would never change my mind i said i wanted babies and sometimes i get emotional when you say no because i've always one a kid but if you aren't ready then i'm not going to force you and i know one hundred percent that i want one there's no doubt in my mind and i'm ready but we can wait as long as you want until you're comfortable but until then i promise i'll stop asking
Kenzie: that was a breath of relief knowing that you wouldn't leave so i think i'm ready it was just the thought of you leaving me that scared me the most but now that i know you won't i'm ready derek i promise
Derek: i love you so much
Kenzie: i love you too

derek and kenzie started sucking each other's faces off right in front of me so i stood up

Y: uhhh i'll just go back inside

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