How many chances

part 84

(this chapter will be in kobe's pov)

when we came home there was glass and pills all over the floor i was panicking that y/n hurt herself in the middle of me blanked out with tears running down my face mike came running to me with a knife in his hand i took off running and yelling at the others to come and get him away from me when they finally moved him away and the knife hit the floor it was like he snapped out of it and looked at me with a confused look before he started apologizing and walked off a little shocked i walked upstairs going into my room and closing the door just thinking then bryce walked in and sat next to me

Bryce: you good
Kobe: ion know man
Bryce: what's wrong
Kobe: i don't know if y/n is stable enough for me to marry her like imagine if something happens and she snaps
Bryce: what could happen
Kobe: what if i fuck up again and then i lose her man i wouldn't be able to live with myself
Bryce: well on your part you just have to make sure you don't mess up too bad
Kobe: but what if i don't mess up and she just gets jealous or something and the next thing i know i lose her what do i do then
Bryce: you hope for the best and get your shit together at the end of it man come on we're getting too grown for you to be worrying about shit like this if you do what's right then you don't have to worry about anything but y/n being happily married to you and you're going to play a big part in that wether you like it or not man and don't get me wrong it's hard keeping these bitches happy
Kobe: she isn't a bitch
Bryce: sorry but you know what i mean it's hard keeping our girls happy we have to always make sure we're doing right but if they're doing the same thing then it'll all fall in place as it should and all you have to worry about is you constantly doing what you're supposed to and we all know y/n does what she's supposed to so it doesn't really matter
Kobe: i guess i just don't want her to fall too hard for me and then my dumbass fucks up and she goes overboard and does exactly what she thinks about doing
Bryce: dude y/n is just going through some personal shit at the moment that's all you just fucked up her head when you said what you did and so she lost it nothing more nothing less you apologized but even then you were acting distant and it made her think that you didn't care about her and that you only apologized because you felt forced to how would you feel if y/n said some messed up shit to you and you left for two days because of it and when you came back your own fiancé gave you some half ass apology and then started being in two different guys faces not even two days after you got back
Kobe: i guess i would feel like shit and like she didn't mean any of it and was only telling me what i wanted to hear
Bryce: well now you know exactly how y/n feels so think about that before you decide on if she's ready when really you're the one that isn't ready
Kobe: i want to be ready dude i really do i want to marry her so bad but i don't want to fuck her up
Bryce: bro if you listened to anything i just said then there shouldn't be a problem just do what you gotta and and she's gonna do what she has to and if shit doesn't work out for whatever reason then you own up to whatever mistake you made and admit that you messed up
Kobe: how do you know i'll be the one to mess up
Bryce: i'm going to leave you to think about that by yourself

i watched as bryce got up and walked downstairs closing the door behind him i hated when he showed me tough love because he was always brutally honest with me no matter how mad it made me and sometimes he would say shit that he knows would make me mad just so he could get his point across anyways after i finished thinking i got up and went into the shower when i was done i wrapped a towel around my waist and i heard the door open so i turned around

Kobe: ba- oh what do you want
Cherry: just wanted to say me and the girls are leaving today
Kobe: oh ok um well it was great having you here you're welcomed anytime
Cherry: uh well can we stay tonight
Kobe: uhh not tonight i don't think that's a good idea
Cherry: what so you won't miss me
Kobe: um cherry i think you should get going please
Cherry: do you really want me to go or are you scared that your little girlfriend will figure out
Kobe: one she's my fiancé and two i said you should go
Cherry: so you don't want me
Kobe: no i said no and if you try and touch me that's not only sexual harassment but i have the right to use self defense and even though my mom taught me to never hit a women i will gladly slap a bitch
Cherry: why are you being so distant
Kobe: why are you saying that as if we're dating or if anything happened the whole time you've been here i've treated you as a friend and nothing more
Cherry: you led me on you made me think we had something going on
Kobe: i don't know how but i'm sorry for whatever reason made you think that but i never gave you that idea but um i hope you can move on i guess

cherry got upset and slapped me then walked out i just shrugged my shoulders and finished getting dressed because i've been hit way harder by y/n so to me that slap was like a toddlers

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