How many chances

part 107

me and ida went and hung out with the babies and after we finished we went back home and ida sat in the living room with the others while i went upstairs with king and i put on my slik pajama set with my hair in a messy bun and i put king in some shorts with a bedtime shirt then i sat on the floor tickling him and making him laugh after a while i went downstairs with a blanket and sat next to ida who had ailani in her arms and i laid the blanket on me and king rocking him back and forth until he fell asleep then when i looked up everyone was staring at me

Y: what
Mike: nothing it's just nice to see you smiling while skylar is upset
Y: upset over what she's the one that said it to me
Cohen: so kobe was telling the truth you're denying it
Y: yea because i didn't do it does no one but ida believe me that's crazy i at least expected you to believe me mattia since you had such a big crush on me and mike what the fuck is wrong with you it's now been nineteen years since we've been best friends and you don't even believe me that actually really hurts if any of you truly knew me then you would know i would never body shame anyone no matter what they say first to me
Vexton: or would you
Y: y'all really think kobe is enough for me to change my morals and body shame someone really all because i love him doesn't mean i would hurt someone else skylar why the fuck can't you just tell the truth already it's fucking pathetic that you haven't said anything or is it the guilt that's keeping you quiet
Skylar: y/n not once did i tell you that your stretch marks were disgusting you said that to me i have nothing to hide
Y: funny because i didn't even mention that part to kobe so how is thats one of the things that you're using and you don't even have any so how would i say that about you
Ida: see i told y'all y/n wouldn't say some shit like that but nah y'all see a pretty girl and all of y'all start dickriding the fuck out of her
Y: i was at my weakest a few hours ago and no one would even believe me and for what because i have so big of a reason to lie on someone else that's crazy i was upstairs making myself throw up so could fit into skylars standards of the kind of girl kobe deserves while apparently y'all were down here still talking about how i was lying damn y'all were dead ass like brothers to me and mattia i considered you to be a best friend this shit really hurts right now more than your words and to top it off my own fiancé didn't believe me and told me to my fucking face that i was lying damn
Kobe: baby i'm so sorry

kobe came up to me trying to hug me but i moved one of my arms and slapped him in the face

Y: don't fucking touch me i honestly never want to be touched by you ever again as far as i'm concerned y'all can stay friends with her at the end of the day my only really friend is ida
Kobe: babe i'm sorry
Y: burn in hell

i got up and walked in my room sitting down on my bed and watching tv i didn't leave because my mom told me to face my next problem head on and if this wasn't a problem then i don't know what is so i just chilled and honestly i felt good then i laid king in his bed and he cuddled with his stuffed animal then kobe came in and i got under the cover turning away from him and laying down

Kobe: come on i'm sorry
Y: i don't care fuck off
Kobe: please forgive me
Y: no bitch get the fuck out my face
Kobe: i'm trying to apologize i don't know why i believed her anyways it's just every time i bring a girl here you get jealous like you don't know i want to be with only or something i get it you might be protective but you can trust me i've made it this far and i don't plan on stopping
Y: i don't care you shouldn't have believed her over me anyways me you left me up here by myself to deal with what she said to me all by myself that was messed up and you know it so since you believe her so much then go fuck her or something
Kobe: i told her to leave
Y: well then go to her house and fuck her i'm pretty sure you know where she lives
Kobe: baby i'm sorry but i don't fucking want her i want you and i'm sorry i didn't believe you it was dumb of me and i'll never do it again please baby
Y: what don't you get about go to hell
Kobe: i'm not leaving until you forgive me
Y: then your mother fucking legs are gonna fall off because i'm not forgiving you dude
Kobe: baby please
Y: no kobe damn

kobe came up to me then started kissing me while i moved my face side to side then he sucking on my neck and i could feel the hickies he was making all over my neck

Y: kobe i'm still mad at you
Kobe: i can change that
Y: i'm still gonna be mad at you
Kobe: why i'm trying to apologize
Y: yea well fucking me isn't gonna help
Kobe: well it'll help something
Y: yea go sleep on the couch

i pushed kobe from my neck and moved the blanket to cover it

Kobe: are you for real
Y: yea i am bye bye

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