How many chances

part 171

i woke up going into my bathroom and sitting in the tub as the water filled up then i turned it off and sat there crying some more it wasn't because i was sad that he cheated that's nothing new i was sad because i lost all my friends people that were like family to me it hurt most losing mike, ida, and the boys even though i didn't talk to them yet i know they knew because they went to the party also and stayed in the same room it just sucked so much kobe texted me yesterday apologizing and saying after this week he was gonna have the kids for two weeks but i just left him on seen then i blocked everybody i was gonna block kobe but i needed to know about the kids i knew after last night my life would never be the same again and a part of me didn't want that it was hard for me to make friends i'm high school now i'm grown and i have to make some all by myself i was friends with the others for years it was just so hard letting go but yesterday they had me looking like a complete fool and those aren't real friends after a while i got out of the tub wrapping a towel around myself and drying off then i sat on my bed scrolling through instagram and when i saw ida, jano, derek, kobe, cynthia, mattia, alejandro, vallyk, mike, davine, ava, kenzie, and devyn made a post i already knew shit was about to get messy

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positiveida: did that shit to protect you now you don't fuck with me...man fuck you

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famousjano: cry about it

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