How many chances

part 47

Y: yes kobe i'll take you back fuck i miss you and of course i love you too i'm hoping you change
Kobe: i will i promise
Y: how am i gonna tell the boys they're definitely going to be disappointed
Kobe: then let them be at the end of the day we only need each other
Y: yea

i kissed kobe then we walked downstairs holding hands i sat on the couch right next to him trying to think of how to tell the boys i finally came up with what to say but when i tried to say it kobe turned my face to him and kissed me while everyone was looking once he moved away i looked at the others

Y: surprise shawty
Kenzie: you've got to be kidding me
Y: i missed him guys
Ava: he cheated on you y/n
Y: i'm aware
Ava: so the best decision was for you to take him back
Y: he said he'll change
Ida: the only thing he's going to change is the bitches he fucks
Kobe: i'm going to try guys i promise i am
Vexton: your promises don't mean shit i think we established that already
Y: can y'all stop being mean to him for a second and let me explain
Omar: no he doesn't deserve you he's a fucking hoe and that's all he's going to because he won't change he's just going to break your heart again

kobe looked at me then got up walking outside and at this point i was ready to fucking explode

Y: got fucking damn it leave him the fuck alone he said he's going to try so why the fuck do you guys care thank you for caring about me but you don't have to be a bitch to him if he breaks my heart then that's something i'll have to deal with that doesn't mean you jump down his fucking throat over petty shit i expected mike to explode for obvious reasons but he's the only one who didn't because he kept his promise when we said we'd be happy for each other when we know we love someone how is it mike and derek knows i love kobe to death but y'all don't yes i know he cheated and that's something he'll always have to live with but we don't have to remind him every five seconds yes i may be dumb for taking him back but fuck i'm in love with that boy you guys never approve of any of my relationships unless it has something to do with mike i'll forever love mike but i don't want to be with him why can't y'all fucking see that i want kobe and no ones going to sit here and bash him and think i'm not going to say anything about it i'll forever be by his side no matter what happens so if y'all can't accept that then why do y'all even act like y'all care about me because if you really cared about me then you'd accept whoever i dated or loved got damn it this is the last time anyone is going to talk to him like he's a fucking animal if you have a problem with him then talk to him privately don't bash him in front of everyone so you get everyone else's irrelevant ass opinion because i don't fucking care yes he has fucked up and he's going to apologize about it all when he's ready now i'm going to go out there with the boy that i love and if any of you have a problem with that then keep it to your fucking self

i got up and stormed out of the house looking for kobe i looked down the sidewalk and saw him walking so i ran to him and stood in front of him soon he looked at me and he had tears going down his face so i wiped his tears then hugged him while he hugged me back

Kobe: i'm going to try y/n i promise
Y: it's ok i know kobe and i'll be right here like i said i'll always be right by your side because i love you kobe
Kobe: i'm in love with you y/n and i'm going to marry you one day i promise just be right by my side and i'll show you that one day i'm going to give you the world
Y: i don't need the world when i have you kobe as long as you're right next to me nothing else matters i don't care if no one likes our relationship it's my choice who i want to be with and i'm sticking with you i don't care what anyone has to say fuck them the only people opinion that matters is me and yours
Kobe: i can't believe i got so lucky with you y/n you're truly the only girl that hasn't given up on me you've loved me even after i fucked up i'm so grateful to have you in my life you make me so happy and i'm sorry for every time i hurt you and messed up
Y: it's ok kobe you're all i need whew i love you so much i'm so in love with you kobe morris

kobe picked me up then kissed me as i kissed back he spun us around and i started laughing once he stayed still i just laid my forehead on his and looked at him smiling and talking with kobe it was moments like these i wish we could always have the light shined on his face showing all of his amazing features and he had his beautiful smile that made my heart light up and the warm breeze just rippled through our clothes and it was at that moment i knew that i loved this boy with all my heart and i can't wait for the day that my name is y/n morris

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