How many chances

part 105

after i cried myself to sleep i woke up with a pounding headache and i got up picking king up and showering with him then i dried both of us off and we went into my closet getting dressed in his eating clothes then i started holding his hands trying to get him to walk but he would stand then when he would try and step he would just lose his balance and fall he was seven months so he should be able to walk soon so i kept on trying to get him to walk then once he got irritated i laughed and picked him up then we went downstairs and i fed him his baby food and while he ate and made a mess i took some tylenol and drunk some orange juice while eating some bite size pancakes then kobe came downstairs and walked right past me like he didn't even see me and i just rolled my eyes and sat back down next to king

Kobe: i have a friend coming over later so can y'all welcome her with warm and open arms

i didn't say anything i just leaned back in my chair and drunk my orange juice while everyone looked at each other then at me

Davine: who is she
Kobe: her name is skylar
Ida: did you talk to y/n about it first
Kobe: no and i don't have to either
Y: hah ok bet that

i picked up king and walked upstairs sitting down and playing with him making him laugh and i taught him some things he could tell the difference between colors and he could mumble his abcs so i was proud of him then i let him get a break and we watched cartoons then he fell asleep again so i laid him down on his stuffed animal and i walked downstairs and mattia came up to me and said he apologized to kobe already but he wanted to apologize to me so i told him it's fine then he deleted the post and i deleted mine and he handed me my necklace back so i put it back on then i sat down at the table talking to everyone and thirty minutes later there was a knock on the door and kobe answered it and a girl stepped in she was drop dead gorgeous and her smile was beautiful

Kobe: guys this is skylar
Skylar: hey guys i met kobe through tiktok and he said i could swing by and see the house i'm excited to get to meet all of you

i didn't say anything i just got up and went into the room putting on a bathing suit then i went to the pool outside and threw a floater in and i laid on it while putting my shades on and i just floated around the pool clearing my mind until someone splashed in besides me drenching me with water

Y: you dumb bitch oh i'm sorry
Skylar: oh uh it's fine i didn't mean to splash you
Y: no my bad i didn't know it was you
Skylar: you must be the one and only y/n kobe's fiancé
Y: yup that's me
Skylar: y'all are so very cute together i'm literally so jealous
Y: haha thank you so much
Skylar: so tell me how'd you get someone like kobe
Y: i got lucky i guess
Skylar: but like how did a girl like you get someone like kobe
Y: what do you mean
Skylar: i don't know it's just like look at you
Y: i think i look perfectly fine
Skylar: you still got baby fat from when you had king and you don't even have a nice shape you should really look into some exercises they could help you out a lot
Y: can you please stop
Skylar: i'm just saying kobe deserves so much better like how could he even want a girl with stretch marks and ew your ass jiggles so much jeez you need to do some lunges or something

by now i was crying so i sat up and covered my stomach then when the float got to the edge of the pool i covered myself up and then walked into the house going into the room and crying my eyes out after a while i stood in the mirror and cried some more i'm usually not the type of girl that lets stuff get to her but what she said was hurtful as fuck and it made me feel as maybe kobe deserves better than me and that i wasn't pretty enough to be with him she came to me all nice and what not then she just broke me down like it meant nothing to her and for what i never said anything to her and she picked out every little thing about me until i was broken down in tears i don't understand what i did to her to deserve for her to talk to me like that but while i was still crying kobe walked into the room and stood in front of me

Kobe: why are you crying
Y: why do you care
Kobe: y/n all because i'm mad at you doesn't mean i want to see you upset now what's wrong with you
Y: your friend is what's wrong i didn't do anything to her i didn't say anything out of place or none of that but for some reason she came outside and just picked me apart like it meant nothing
Kobe: what did she say
Y: she said you deserve better and that i still had baby fat and my butt jiggles too much and i should do lunges and that my stomach still has baby fat from when i had king and she just made me feel as if i wasn't even good enough to get a second glance from anyone not even myself

kobe looked at y/n then walked out of the room and down the stairs going outside seeing skylar playing with the guys

Kobe: get the fuck out of my pool and my house right the fuck now

Skylar 🔓

remember you're perfect just the way you are and don't ever let anyone tell you different rather you think it or not you're amazing and beautiful and you better believe it or i'll punch you in the face now walk you're sexy self in a mirror and tell yourself that you're the most prettiest girl that had ever touched this earth and be happy with yourself ❤️