How many chances

part 170

as the day went by y/n ignored kobe while everyone made plans soon they decided to just have fun at her house so they all went into the living room sitting down and talking about random crap

Ida: why haven't you talked to kobe
Y: because i don't want to why can't you mind your business ida
Ida: i'm just asking like y'all haven't spoke to each other since y'all came out of the theater room
Y: do you realize that you push shit
Ida: i don't
Y: yea you do and everyone knows it
Devyn: yea you do babes
Davine: you do it a lot actually
Ida: jeez never mind then
Cynthia: why aren't y'all talking though
Y: cynthia really
Cynthia: what just answer the fucking question bitch
Y: no it's none of your fucking business i never asked why you cheated on mattia
Jano: damn
Derek: well shit
Kenzie: wow
Mattia: i trusted you with that y/n
Y: yea and i don't care maybe she'll learn to stay out of my business if she don't want hers out there

i got up about to go upstairs but then cynthia said something and i turned around

Y: what
Cynthia: i said at least i wasn't cheated on a week before my wedding
Vallyk: guys stop it now
Y: what i wasn't cheated on
Mattia: babe stop
Ava: for real cynthia stop talking
Cynthia: no since she wants to put my business out there i'll put hers so did you know kobe cheated on you during his bachelorette party
Y: what

i looked at kobe confused while my face was burning red and my eyes were watering

Kobe: it was an honest mistake and i didn't want to tell you so i just kept it secret
Y: all of you knew and no one told me
Mike: we didn't know how to you were so happy about the wedding and we were gonna tell you the day of but we saw how excited you looked that's why all of us came in talking to you but none of us could work up the courage to say it
Ida: we're so sorry
Y: so he cheated on me and no one thought i deserved to know y'all let me think that we were doing great y'all let me kiss him and everything knowing what he did and ida come on dude really you of all people
Ida: babes i'm so sorry i was gonna tell you but i couldn't do it i was so disappointed in myself that i didn't but when i saw you walking down the aisle and i saw kobe crying i knew that he didn't mean it and that he loved you it was a mistake he made and he regretted it
Jano: he cried all day after it happened and he kept talking about how you were gonna leave him and never want to see him again and take the kids so we covered up for him and never told you
Y: WHAT you covered for him because he was crying well damn maybe all i need to do is cry and i'll have you guys right behind me everyday covering up for me for almost a fucking year until i cheat again that's how it works around here right
Mike: that's not what we're saying
Y: mike i don't want to hear a thing you have to say to me right now you have no idea how disappointed i am in you after everything we've been through you cover up for him really after twenty one fucking years you take up for him over me really come on dude i thought no matter what no matter how many friends i would lose that you would always be there for me i was so wrong this all feels like a terrible ass nightmare
Kobe: don't blame them it was my fault i felt so guilty that it rubbed off on them and they just wanted to help because they felt sorry for me
Y: i'm not blaming them i fucking hate you i can't believe i married you i stood at the alter happy as hell no even knowing i was face to face with a cheater someone who didn't care enough to tell me that they cheated on me
Kobe: i'm sorry y/n but don't say you hate me you know you don't mean that
Y: what are you crying for there's no reason for you to cry you didn't have all of your friends lie to you and let you marry someone who cheated on you what the fuck i'm done i'll get them myself and i'm turning them in i don't want to be with you i don't want your last name i don't want shit to do with you fuck you kobe and fuck all of you guys get out of my house and don't come back
Cynthia: y/n i'm sorry
Y: no you got what you wanted cynthia you wanted to embarrass me in front of everyone well con fucking grats because i'm beyond embarrassed i feel humiliated and hurt you can go i don't want to speak to y'all ever again as far as i'm concerned all i have is myself because the people i considered family aren't worth shit but lies
Alejandro: what would us telling you have done
Y: it would've made me not look like an ass marrying him
Mattia: it's not like you wouldn't have took him back
Y: get out of my fucking house and stay out of my life

i walked upstairs trying to wipe my tears as fast as they were coming down then i went in my room closing and locking the door then sitting down on my mini steps leading to my bed and i just cried i couldn't do anything but cry the people i considered family have been lying to me since the very beginning they lied to me and let me marry him not only that but they looked and smiled in my face this whole time as if they knew nothing soon i got up and laid under my cover crying myself to sleep

when should i release my mike book 😔