How many chances

part 103

after he kissed me i pushed him away and backed up a little

Y: mattia you're really chill and i'm in love with your vibe and personality but i'm with kobe and i don't like you in that way i'm so sorry and i know it takes a lot of guts to tell a taken girl you like her and i'm proud of you and i'm so sorry but you're like a best friend to me and i'm more than happy to keep it that way i'm sorry mattia

mattia didn't say anything he just put his head down and walked into the house and i got a little upset because i felt like i hurt his feeling so a tear fell down my face and i walked inside then went into me and and kobe's room seeing him sleep with king sleep in his carriage so i laid on top of kobe and started kissing him over and over until he woke up and kissed me back

Kobe: when did you get back
Y: a few minutes ago
Kobe: did you have fun
Y: yea i did
Kobe: alright were you crying
Y: no i just splashed water on my face

kobe said ok then wiped it off and grabbed my face kissing me again soon we were making out until someone knocked on the door so i kissed him one more time then got up opening it and seeing ida

Ida: you said you found a place next to your new one
Y: oh yea come in we can talk about it in here but be quiet king is sleep
Ida: alright

ida stepped inside then she sat on the floor so i sat in front of her

Y: ok so we paid for both of the houses so all you have to worry about is furniture and that way we can both have privacy but i can see you everyday if you want to or vise versa
Ida: alright that sounds great so when are y'all moving
Y: after the wedding
Ida: ok so we have two months to buy furniture
Y: yea
Ida: alright thank you also the new jersey boys want to talk to you
Y: why don't you just say their names
Ida: it's too many of them
Y: your so lazy but ok i'll be down in a little
Ida: alright

ida hugged me then she walked out of the room and i got up walking out too and going in kairis room because that's where they always hang out at and when i stepped inside kairi was rubbing mattias back and the others turned towards me just looking at me

Y: um what did y'all want
Alejandro: what did you do to mattia
Y: nothing
Robert: then why is he crying
Y: he kissed me and i said he was only a best friend to me i promise i didn't say it in a rude way i even said that i would still be his friend
Roshaun: well you need to talk to him privately
Y: uhh ok

the boys left out and it was just me and mattia so i sat in front of him and moved his hands from his face and held them while he looked down then after i said his name he looked up at me

Y: i meant what i said i'm more than willing to still be your friend and who knows maybe something will happen between me and kobe and i end up giving you a chance but as of right now i don't see that happening and i don't want you to think i'm gonna stop being your friend over a mistake i promise i'm not going anywhere and i'm still very thankful that you took me to all those places today i really had fun but i'm in love with kobe and i'm so sorry but you're my best friend and i love you only as that

mattia gave me a little smile then i hugged him and he hugged back then when we moved apart i kissed his head just like i do king and then i ruffled his hair and stood up

Y: hey if you don't take chances then you miss out on life right

i smiled at him again then i closed the door and walked downstairs sitting on the couch

Mike: why do you have that shirt on
Y: oh me and mattia got matching ones
Ava: and the necklace
Y: matching ones
Vexton: and the nails
Cohen: wait let me guess matching ones
Y: yup
Kenzie: well it's safe to say y'all had fun
Y: we did you don't understand this kid took me horse back riding
David: you rode a horse
Y: yes and this time it wasn't kobe it was an actual one
Jano: and this is why you don't ask y/n nasty ass questions
Y: what i'm joking jeez
Ida: no you're not
Y: ok i'm not but that's not the point
Davine: anyways where's mattia
Y: upstairs with the boys
Vaughn: tell him to come down here
Y: ok

i texted mattia and told him to come down and when he did you couldn't even tell he was crying and he sat down next to me and we connected our necklaces and laughed

Derek: dang you replaced me
Mike: and me
Y: yes i did y'all can't hang
Mike: dang
Y: you got davine you'll be fine
Davine: right he so ungrateful
Mattia: imma go to sleep goodnight y/n
Y: oh goodnight

i walked upstairs with mattia then waved as he went into his room and i went in mine then i shook kobe and he rubbed his eyes sitting up

Y: i wasn't going to say anything but i can't hold it and please don't be mad at me i we just hanging with him i didn't expect him to do it i was just trying to be nice to him because he's really cool but um when we first got here and i was about to open the door mattia kissed me but i didn't kiss back i pushed him off

kobe didn't say anything he just threw the cover off of himself and got up

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