How many chances

part 53

i ended up crying myself to sleep by the time i woke up i was still in the waiting room but no one was around so i went up to one of the doctors asking them about kobe once they had told me he was awake a shot of energy hit me and i immediately asked for his room number then hurried in that direction once i made it to his room i saw everyone around him talking to him and making him laugh it was like as soon as i walked in everyone went quiet and just looked at me while i slowly walked in until was next to kobe he gave me a weak smile and slowly blinked his eyes i could tell he was either not fully ok or he was tired so i sat on the bed next to him making sure to not sit on his IV then i held his hand tears started forming back in my eyes until he got his shaky hand and wiped my face the others soon walked out giving us space

Y: are you ok
Kobe: yea i'm fine
Y: kobe
Kobe: what
Y: you either stop drinking or i'm putting you in rehab
Kobe: y/n come on
Y: it's not up for debate kobe i almost lost you we almost lost you because of the dumb decisions you're making at the rate you're going i'll lose you before you even get to keep any of your promises
Kobe: you remember that
Y: yea i do but none of it is going to come true if you can't even stop drinking
Kobe: it's an escape for me y/n i can't stop
Y: so i'm supposed to just sit back and let you slowly kill yourself i'm not doing that you either need to find another escape or you're going to rehab kobe i'm not playing i refuse to lose you because you can't control yourself
Kobe: i need it
Y: so what am i supposed to do kobe watch you kill yourself and leave me and your child and all of your friends and family behind
Kobe: that's not what i'm saying
Y: it sure does seem like it kobe
Kobe: come on you know it's not like that i wouldn't intentionally do that to anyone especially you y/n i wouldn't leave him either
Y: him
Kobe: yea our child
Y: what makes you so sure it's a boy
Kobe: i don't know i just always get what i want so i'm thinking it's a boy
Y: interesting but i'm serious kobe stop or rehab
Kobe: i'll stop y/n ok i'm done i'll stick to smoking weed
Y: kobe
Kobe: what you've never heard of weed killing anyone
Y: you're some serious

i wiped my tears while laughing kobe then sat up and hugged me i hugged back until i gently moved him off of me

Y: you aren't supposed to be up sir
Kobe: i'll be fine
Y: lay down kobe
Kobe: fine only if you lay down with me
Y: your cords are right there
Kobe: lay on the other side

i got up moving to the other side then i got under the cover holding kobe's hand and talking to him with his other hand he lifted my shirt then placed the hand i was holding on my stomach i gave him a tired giggle while he rubbed my stomach soon i fell asleep while y/n was sleep kobe was just looking at her soon he kissed her cheek and she moved laying her head on his chest once she was settled he pulled the blanket higher up on her so that all you could see was her head he had his head rested on hers just rubbing her baby bump under the cover and watching tv after a while the others walked back into the room

Mike: so what she say to you
Kobe: none much but the things she did say made me do a lot of thinking
Cohen: that's y/n for you she'll make you think about things you didn't even care about at first or maybe you just didn't realize it was an issue
Kobe: yea she definitely does that
Mom: so why didn't you tell me what was going on between y'all
Kobe: um what do you mean
Mom: you know exactly what i mean mr
Kobe: well i thought y/n would've wanted to tell you she was pregnant before i did
Mom: what i meant y'all breaking up she's what now
Kobe: uhh surprise
Dad: there's no way we're talking about y/n
Kobe: we are have y'all not seen her baby bump
Mom: i just thought she was getting fat
Mike: dear God

they all kept talking to kobe mainly about y/n but also about some other things then they all shook his hand or gave him a hug then they left out the room and he wrapped both of his arms around y/n

Y: i'm going to kill you snitch
Kobe: you were awake this whole time
Y: yes i was
Kobe: why didn't you speak to them
Y: i didn't feel like it and i was crying very ugly and i don't want them embarrassing me
Kobe: aww you must've been really sad about me could've sworn you hated me
Y: i only said that because i was mad dummy
Kobe: awww you love kobe morris
Y: the third person speaking is only when you're drunk which is no longer allowed
Kobe: yea yea i know now kisses for you bestie
Y: yes kisses for my bestie

kobe looked down and started kissing y/n over and over again while she kissed back and laughed they weren't dating anymore or anything but it didn't take a genius to see that they still loved each other anyways after a while they were on kobe's phone watching youtube and laughing

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