All Yours; Christian Yelich

Stressed a Little

Christian's POV

"So are you driving?" I asked Cas as we walked with the kids to the truck. She nodded and then we got all the kids in.

I watched Cas get settled in and then she started driving. "Don't get too excited," She said and poked my lap. I watched her closely because like I told her, she turns me on. When she hit a curb, she glanced at me. "I'm sorry."

"You probably do that all the time when driving this, so it's whatever." I held onto her thigh and watched her drive. After being on the road for about twenty minutes, the kids were asleep. "Babe, can I ask you a question?" I asked and she nodded. "So I was reading something, and this topic came up about orgasms. Did I make you finish that first time?"

Her eyes went wide. "Christian!" She looked to see if I was serious.

"I'm serious Cas, I wanna know." She didn't answer me and I decided not to push her.

After a few minutes she started talking. "Christian you made me finish. It was my first time ever, and you took care of me. I knew you were awake throughout the night and watching me. You rubbed my face and even slipped a few forehead kisses in."

"You were awake for all that?" She laughed a little.

"I was a light sleeper that night. You shouldn't worry. That's what made me know you were the one. You've always taken care of me and our family babe." I didn't know she felt like that, but it made me so happy to hear.

When she pulled up to a red light, I leaned over and kissed her for a few seconds. We got honked at, and then she pulled away.

Cassie's POV

"So any new things going on Cas and Christian?" Alecia asked and then everyone looked at us at the dinner table.

"Can you guys tell us if there is something going on that you know about?" Christian grabbed my hand under the table.

"It's pretty obvious, that something is happening."

"Nothing is wrong, nothing is going on." I said and then continued eating.

"Hey now might be a bad time to say this, but we have to head back to Newport. We have some stuff going on, and I know it's going to be super hard with the kids by yourself. So if you really need us, we can pull strings to be out here."

"Don't worry, I got it," I said and I don't know if I looked frustrated, but I was. "So when are you guys leaving?"

"We all have to leave tomorrow." I guess the best thing about this, was that I could be pregnant in peace, and not give it away to anyone. But more than anything, I was upset. They threw this on me last minute, and now I have to watch my kids by myself, and somehow attend the games with them.

Christian's POV

"Are you okay?" I asked Cas as we laid in bed with the boys.

"It's whatever. I shouldn't expect them to drop their entire lives to help us. They've already done so much for us." There were a few months left in the season, so at least it's not the entire season. "Boys, go lay on the couches." They got up with our phones and chose which couch.

"I know it's gonna be hard babe. I don't expect you to show up to any games, I want you wherever you feel comfortable, and if you want to travel with me, then you can. Whatever you want babe, I will make it happen." She gave me a look. "I have a contract, I can't just quit Cas."

She turned over and ignored me. "I love you Cassie," I said and kissed her shoulder.

"I just want a normal life Christian. Moving three times a year isn't ideal babe. Having three kids to deal with by myself is so fucking hard."

"Well what the fuck do you want me to do?" I asked sounding very upset.

"Why are you acting like this?" She asked me and turned over.

"Because you're basically blaming me," I said and got up. "I'm trying my best, you know this is my job."

I grabbed a blanket and a pillow and started to head for the door.

"Christian I'm not blaming you. Please don't leave CY. Let's talk this out." I continued walking out the door and I could hear her get up and follow me. "Christian I am trying to talk to you, don't ignore me."

I turned around and walked back into the room and she shut the door. We went to her closet and she looked at me. "I was never blaming you Christian. I just said taking care of our kids by myself is hard. I get you have a job that supports our family. But I'm stressed because I'm going to be here by myself with the kids during the most tough months of the season. Don't be mad at me please."

"I know my emotions got the best of me. I've just been stressed a little lately."

She wrapped her arms around me and rubbed my back. "Why babe?"

"You know I have wanted baby number four, and now I'm kinda stressing now that we actually are having a fourth baby. I don't want you to be mad at me."

"I get it babe, but we got this." She kissed me and then after we went and laid back in bed. "I'm going to sleep so I love you."

"I love you too," I told her and wrapped my arm around her. I kissed her head one more time and then just laid there.

Cassie's POV

"Mommy," I woke up to one of the boys saying. It was dark, so I couldn't tell who it was. "We lay in bed with you?"

"Yes give me a second to get Daddy out of the way." I moved Christian's arm and he groaned and put it back on me. "Babe scoot over, the boys want to sleep with us." He groaned again and finally moved over.

The boys got in bed between us and then I started falling back asleep. Brielle started crying and I was about to get up but Christian started moving around. "I got her." He left and then a few minutes later, he came back and he turned on his flashlight. Brielle was in his arms with a bottle. "Full bed tonight," He said and got in bed with her.

I tried to get comfortable but Noah was holding onto me. "This was a lot easier when they were smaller." He nodded and held Brielle's bottle for her. She was falling asleep already. He took it out of her mouth and she finally closed her eyes all the way. He set it on the nightstand and then made sure Brielle had her head on a pillow.