it has been days ..
i think a little more than a week which means that now the holidays are here .
not a day not an houre a minute or a second has past when i didnt think about jongin .
i missed him .. i realy did .. whenever i fell asleep and believe me when i say i fall asleep a lot .
i would dream of him .
here in the basement its cold and dark and it was making me sick . the chains around my bare feet and around my wrist were making me sick .
the cold floor was making me sick my illness was making me sick and i wonderd when my time finally came so i could escape this hell .even my stepfather and
past-seungsoo were better than this .
i clutched jongins heart tighter to my chest as my body pained from every movement and the tears as always just streamed down my face . i dont want anymore .
,, honey .. dont cry " a hand suddenly carresed my cheek and i instandly shrugg back crying harder as i knew who the hand belonged to .
,, hey now dont be sad ok i cant take seeing you this sad " he got down kissing my forehead and i squeezed the heart while i cried.
he pulled me up into his arms hugging me but i started struggling around and pushed him away .
his faced angerd and he got back to me slapping me hard across my face. i fell to the side and instandly crawled towards the coner as i started coughing roughly having trouble to breath my arms give in before i had even reached the coner .
he lifted me up again holding the inhaler to my mouth but i refused to breath i didnt want to .
,, FUCKING BREATH !!" he yelled at me and more tears streamed down as i finally inhaled through the inhaler .
i suddenly felt a lot more weaker .
as i found no more strenght to fight him back now.
,, why cant you love me the way i love you?! " i heard him yell and curse and he shock me angrily in his arms but i didnt dare make a move and just drifted off to sleep .
love was just something that fucked people up .. wasnt it .
wasnt love suppose to be a beautiful thing ? all it brought me was suffering .
it betrayed my mum
eujin
seungsoo,
me
and yixing too .
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,, so you've thought about it " he smirked as i walked closer .
,, what is this job about ?" i carefully asked and he stepped closer with a smirk .
,, i cant explain .. but follow me"
he started walking but i didnt follow .
,, i'm not stupid .. tell me first whats going to happen"
he laughed shortly at that and i kinda shifted away from him .
,, all you have to do is clean the place my friend lives in "
,, and why the hell is that hard to explain ?"
,, because its a messy flat "
i looked at him not sure if i should believe him or not .
,, why me ? why not anyone else ?"
,,you ask a lot of question little guy " he looked over me .
,, because he wanted you, "
,, but why ?"
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Loyal Love (Kaisoo)
Fanfiction*♡* completed *♡* kyungsoo was the trash of school and at home. with a mother who died by suicide and a father who ran away .he was left with his abusiv stepfather and 2 stepsiblings . the only ones he could realy rely on were his friends yixing, w...
