Osomatsu-San x Reader ONE SHOTS

Flame of Love (Ichimatsu x Reader)

Flame of Love is by Taemin so I don't own the song. But I own this trashy story :'D

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Ichimatsu sat in the corner of his bedroom, filled with sadness and unable to do anything but sulk at the wall. Sure, the anti-social man did this quite often, but this time was different. He was sulking over someone who he loved dearly that he let go due to his own insecurities and problems. This 'someone' was you, (y/n) (l/n).

Now, (y/n). You lived with Ichimatsu and his brothers up until recently when you and Ichimatsu had a MAJOR fight. This fight ended up resulting in him breaking up with you and kicking you out of the house. His brothers weren't too happy about the way he had treated you, but Ichimatsu just pretended as though he didn't care.

You hoped that Ichimatsu would take you back after the two of you had time to calm down, but he never called. He never texted. For 2 months, you stayed with various people on their couches and in hotels, hoping that Ichimatsu would eventually answer your messages or at least reach out to you. But he never did.

After deciding that he wasn't taking you back, you saw no point in staying in Japan since you didn't have anywhere to live and couldn't afford your own place, so you moved to another country to start a new life and live with your family. You did everything you could to try and forget about Ichimatsu, despite how much you didn't want to forget. You even changed your phone number, all your social media, and email addresses to avoid communication with him. Talking to him is would tear you apart and you didn't want to get hurt again.

"I can almost touch it if I reach out my hands
Your traces that are stained by my tears
The setting sun and the rising moon
Miss each other like the two and call forth darkness."

It seemed as though you would walk into his home at any minute, but it never happened. You were just so out of reach. For both of you, the feeling of longing overwhelmed yourselves. The two of you seemed so close as though you could just reach out and hold each other close like you used to late at night. Yet, you two seemed so far apart as you both tried to abandon all memories and anything that remind you of what existed before it was gone.

It seemed as though all darkness was coming through and the sun was gone forever. Not even the light from the moon made up for the flame of love the two of you once deeply held and cherished. No matter how hard the two of you tried, you couldn't forget what you had and the slightest of things made for upset feelings and the continuous breaking of hearts.

"Slipping away from in between the fingers
Days of happiness turn into memories
I am still here left behind, unchanged."

Ichimatsu regretted it all. He regretted yelling at you, abandoning you, and letting you go. The last thing he heard was that you had texted Todomatsu that you were moving out of Japan to live with relatives and that you were sorry making him miserable. Little did you know he was miserable, but not from you, no. He was upset from letting you go. He wanted you back, but it was just too late.

You regretted being too over sensitive and not trying to talk the situation out in person. Regret filled you for leaving and starting a new life when you were content with the life you had. Maybe if you had stayed, you might've had a chance.

"Burning brightly crimson Flame of Love
Fragments of love soar above once again like fire sparks
Melting your heart
It will be kept aflame until then Flame of Love"