After putting a dress on I made my way to the club to meet everyone else.
My mind was telling me to remember what happened last night when I drank alcohol but my body was not listening. I just wanted Tyree out of my head.
Demari: what made you change your mind?
Me: I just wanted to have some fun with my room mates.
He raised his eyebrow at me while screwing since I took his drink out of his hand drinking it.
I screwed him back after he pushed me down onto the couch coming closer to my ear so I could hear him over the music.
Demari: what's going on?
Me: nothing
Demari: I know you're lying. What happened with you and Tyree?
Me: nothing
Demari: tell me?
I looked into his eyes screwing him again, there's no way I'm telling him right now. I just want it out of mind.
Demari: no more drinks. You know you can't handle it.
I pushed him off me walking over to the bar since it was quieter and demari wasn't over here judging me.
?: Jessica?
I didn't realise the guy was talking to me until he held onto my waist grinning at me.
Me: who are you?
?: We met at the Freshers party about a month ago?
I smiled since I remembered him, I told him my name is Jessica.
Me: oh right. Are you okay?
?: let me get you a drink.
Me: Nah I'm good thanks.
?: Come on, stop being boring.
I screwed him since he clearly wasn't getting the message.
Me: look, I don't want you to get me a drink, leave me alone.
I kissed my teeth as Jamal walked over to us.
Jamal: is everything okay?
?: I'll see you around Jessica.
I turned so my back was facing Jamal as the guy walked away.
Jamal: nice name Jessica.
Me: I'm still mad at you.
Jamal: what more can I do marni? I said I'm sorry.
I ignored him until he pulled me by my waist.
Me: Jamal leave me alone.
Jamal: let's go, I know you don't wanna be here just as much as me.
Me: so why did you come here?
Jamal: why did you come?
Me: none of your business.
Jamal: exactly, let's go.
**
It was now almost midnight and me and Jamal just got back to the apartment. I still had Tyree on my mind and I hate it.
Jamal: so why did you change your mind about coming to the club?
Me: I really don't want to talk about it.
Jamal: was it something to do with your boy?
I ignored him walking to my room until he pulled my arm trapping me against the wall in the hall way. My breathing increased as his face came closer to mine. I closed my eyes as he closed the gap inbetween us kissing him back until I realised exactly what I was doing. As soon as I pushed his face away I regretted it, why am I so confused right now? I pulled him back towards me kissing him again while unbuttoning his shirt.
We both got into it more as we made our way into my room and onto my bed.
Me: wait.
I froze since I started to think about Tyree again. He was literally in the same spot this morning that Jamal is now.
Me: I can't do this.
JAMAL'S POV:
I tried to calm imarni down as she started breathing out of control almost having a panic attack.
Me: look at me.
She closed her eyes laying on her bed on her back. To be honest, I'm happy she didn't let me go any further because it would of made me look at her differently. I actually do like marni but I know I can't have her and that's kool. I accept that just as long as we're atleast friends. I just need to find out what happened with her and her boy earlier.
Me: it's all good, i know you've had a little to drink so your minds all over the place.
Imarni: it's not that... I'm just doing this for the wrong reasons.
Me: did he cheat on you?
Imarni: I don't wanna talk about it.
I got under the covers next to her putting my hand on her stomach since she was starting to get in her feelings.
Me: you can't keep it in.
Imarni: fine, he had sex with somebody else. After he saw me in your room we both said we were over and we both knew that we didn't mean it but he still fucked somebody else so I don't even know how to feel about it because I want to be mad but I have no right.
Me: yes you do. But if you're going to forgive him do it now so you don't do anything stupid then regret it like he's doing right now.
She rolled over so she was now facing me and gave me a confused look but didn't say anything.
Me: is he the only person you've had sex with?
Imarni: why are you asking me that?
Me: I just wanna know since I'm going to be number two.
She rolled her eyes making me burst out laughing.
Me: I'm joking.
Imarni: you're making this no sex month harder for yourself by thinking about sex all of the time.
Me: I've got one week left and it's been okay so far.
Imarni: have you and demari made plans for the end of the month?
Me: not yet but do you really think he's not had sex these last 3 weeks?
Imarni: you seemed to have lasted so why can't he?
Me: true.
I slid my hand that was on her stomach down and round to her bottom watching her to see her reaction.
Imarni: you think you're slick don't you?
Me: I've been wanting to feel it since I first saw it.
She laughed brushing my hand off.
Me: but on a serious note, I asked you a question this morning that you still haven't answered.
Imarni: and what's that?
Me: are you pregnant?
Imarni: I just started uni, why would I get pregnant?
Me: it's not always on purpose.
Imarni: Jamal I was ill because I was hung over. Nothing more.
I nodded as we went back into our staring session.
Me: you are so beautiful.
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