I looked up from my laptop as Jamal knocked on my door then walked into my room. His face dropped as he realised I wasn't wearing the necklace.
Jamal: did I hurt you that bad?
I ignored him doing what I was doing on my laptop until he eventually closed it putting it aside.
Me: I'm not in the mood.
Jamal: tell me what's up?
I looked up at him raising my eyebrow, so he came over to me from behind wrapping his arms around my shoulders. He said about 5 names then stopped as if I was supposed to know what that meant.
Me: who are they?
Jamal: those are the girls.
Me: that you had sex with?
Jamal: only 3 of them. The other 2 just gave me head. It was all in Freshers week just before we started.
Me: so that's all the girls from this uni?
He nodded on my shoulders.
Me: the 2 that gave you head did you return the favour?
Jamal: of course not. That's not something I do to random females.
I slowly nodded deep in thought.
Jamal: is that okay?
Me: no it's not. It's disgusting. You had sexual relations with 5 different girls within one week.
Jamal: i know I shouldn't of done it but I was stupid.
Me: Jamal that was less than a year ago how do I even know that you're not the same person trying to just get some sex.
Jamal: I've just gone almost 2 months with no sex for you.
Me: it wasn't for me it was for a bet that we made.
Jamal: that bet was for only one month, I did much longer than that you know you wanted me to.
Me: fine.
Jamal: and we've had sex now. I still want you to be mine. Is that not enough?
Me: how do you expect me to see these girls everyday knowing they've had you. What if it was the other way around and I had slept with all those guys?
Jamal: I can't change the past so it's up to you what you want to do. I know that you don't sleep around so I don't expect that from you anyway.
Me: why didn't you tell me all of this before?
Jamal: because I wanted you to fall in love with me first.
I kissed my teeth as he grinned at me laying on the bed beside me.
Me: no more secrets.
Jamal: no more secrets I promise.
I leaned back on the headboard answering my phone again.
Me: hello?
Romae: what's good, did you get enough sleep this morning?
Me: no but thanks for driving me back anyway.
Romae: it's kool.
Me: did you find him?
Romae: not this morning but he came back to yours a few hours ago so I spoke to him about you.
Me: what did he say?
I stood up attempting to walk out until Jamal grabbed my arm pulling me onto his lap.
Romae: I can tell that he loves you marni.
I sighed out trying to get Jamal to let me go but he wrapped his arms around my waist so I couldn't move.
Me: what do you expect me to do about that?
Romae: call him and talk to him properly.
Me: I can't romae. He doesn't want to talk he just wants to have a go at me.
Romae: would you get back with him?
Me: is that what he wants?
Romae: of course.
Me: no, I can't.
Romae: it's up to you anyway. But just let him know what it is for real, you can see it's getting to him.
Me: he's already told me to delete his number so what is he expecting from me?
Romae: you know he says a lot of shit when he's mad. And you know how he feels about you.
Me: I can't do it.
Romae: atleast text him. He left the house about 40 minutes ago so he should be alone right now.
Me: fine. I'll do that.
Romae: kool.
Me: thanks romae. I'll talk to you later.
I hung up throwing my phone down so I could get Jamal's arms from around me but he wouldn't let me go.
Me: Jamal what the fuck are you doing?
Jamal: what was that about?
Me: nothing.
Jamal: I'm not letting you go until you tell me the truth.
I tried my hardest to keep composure but I couldn't help it. I started to think about everything my mum and romae said about Tyree and I broke down. Jamal held onto me tighter as I started crying uncontrollably.
Jamal: if this is about Tyree, you need to talk to him.
I ignored him until I finally calmed down with the tears. He pushed my chin up so I was looking at him.
Jamal: what happened?
Me: nothing.
Jamal: you said no secrets right?
Me: this is different.
Jamal: how?
Me: I just don't want to.
Jamal: imarni if you don't speak to him I will.
Me: it's not that simple and you know you can't do that.
Jamal: I don't want to see you like this again.
Me: don't worry about it.
Jamal: I can't not worry. You need to sort it out today.
I tried to walk away but he put his hands on my waist putting me back where I was standing.
Jamal: did you hear what I said?
I screwed up my face at him so he did the same back to me until we both eventually bursted out laughing. How did this even happen?
Me: I hate you.
Jamal: I hate you too.
Me: I don't think it's a good idea for me to talk to him anytime soon.
Jamal: you need to so you know where you stand then we can talk after that.
Me: about what?
Jamal: us.
Me: what about us?
Jamal: let me know where I stand with you. You know I want to be with you. I'm just waiting for you to say yes.
I stood in deep thought.
Me: do you think that's a good idea right now?
Jamal: no but if I want you and only you then I can't help that.
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