After we got back to the apartment we went our separate ways. We haven't said anything to each other since I told him that we're done but I'm not sure if that's a good thing or not. I sat on my sofa in my room watching family guy on my TV since I had nothing better to do. I ordered a load of Ty's favourite snacks to his house not too long ago since I didn't get him anything for his birthday and then I went onto my Instagram deleting all of his comments on my photos and accepted Tiannas follow request. Not long after I saw a message pop up from her.
Tianna- hi, thanks for coming to the meal yesterday. I hope you're feeling better.
I rolled my eyes ignoring the message. I hate that she's so nice and I know it's only because she doesn't know who I actually am. She was definitely suspicious at my mum's birthday party but I guess she's over that now. I messaged the girls group chat with Taylor and Tee instead.
Me: can we have a girl's night on Friday at mine? I need an excuse to drink.
Tee: yaaaas.
Taylor: count me in.
I looked up at my door since Jamal walked in locking it so nobody else could come in and then he turned the light off.
Me: excuse me?
Jamal: don't talk to me.
I screwed him as he came and lay on me on the sofa.
Me: Jamal?
I held onto his face stopping him after he kissed me on my lips.
Me: didn't we just talk about this in the car? We're done right?
He did it again pulling my leg so it was over his waist.
Me: what's wrong with you today?
Jamal: I just want you.
I put my phone on the floor wrapping my arms around him... He's so cute.
Jamal: I missed you.
I sighed out kissing him back as he kissed me.
Me: why did you tell Corey I was your girl?
Jamal: because you are.
Me: no I'm not.
Jamal: well I want you to be.
Me: it's not going to work out.
Jamal: why not?
Me: you're already jealous of me being friends with him. I'm moving in with him and Trey in a couple of weeks so if we get together it's just going to be endless drama just like when I moved here.
Jamal: I promise it won't.
Me: just like you promised me you would pull out and you didn't?
Jamal: because I don't care Imarni. I would be happy if I got you pregnant because I already see that in our future.
Me: so what about me? Do you not think I have a say in all of this?
Jamal: no because I love you.
I stared back at him as my heart skipped a few beats.
Me: let's wait a month and then we can decide.
Jamal: kool. I can do that but you gotta promise me you'll be real because I know you want to be with me too.
Me: I promise you like you promised me you would pull out.
He raised my eyebrow at him as he started grinning.
Jamal: I'm being serious baby and I had every intention to pull out but then when I can feel it coming I start thinking about how much of a good mother you would be and then before I know it it's too late.
I bursted out laughing pulling his body closer to mine with my leg.
Jamal: how was the birthday meal?
Me: awkward. Why do you think I came back early?
Jamal: I thought you just wanted to spend time with your new best friend?
Me: I don't know why you're so jealous of Corey.
Jamal: I know you saw how he was watching you in the video.
Me: we spoke today before I came back. It's nothing like what you think.
Jamal: I know. I've known him for a couple of years so I know how he is with females but I still don't like how he looks at you, it's too far.
Me: it's nothing to worry about.
Jamal: fine, I trust you.
**
Me and Jamal were both at work but he was working for an extra hour so I decided to wait for him and to waste time of course I went over to Costa to see Romeo. 40 minutes later Corey came with his top man uniform on.
Me: new job?
Corey: yeah.
Me: you look good.
Corey: thank you.
I stood up as he came over to hug me then spudded Romeo who left us to go serve another customer.
Me: how have you been?
Corey: I've been alright you?
Me: yeah same.
Corey: did you sort everything out with Jamal? I know he was pissed at what happened yesterday.
Me: ye we're good.
Corey: kool... So are we going to plan this house warming party for real?
Me: ye we can do. I feel like it would be good but are we going to do it before or after the summer holiday?
Corey: when are you and Vanessa moving in then?
Me: next week before we break up, you gonna help?
Corey: of course. You don't even need to ask and we can maybe do it just before uni starts again to start the academic year off right.
Jamal: Imarni are you ready?
I slowly nodded looking at Corey since he started grinning looking up at Jamal.
Corey: you good?
Jamal: I'm kool you?
Corey: yeah same.
I feel like this is all they say to each other. I stood up to leave.
Corey: I'll call you later Marni.
Me: alright and tell Romeo I said bye.
I walked with Jamal since he put his arm around my waist walking me out with him.
As we were on the way back I remembered about Tiannas message so I messaged her back.
Me- no problem & yeah I'm better now thank you. How was the club?
Tianna- it was good. Tyree had a good time so that's all that matters.
Everytime I speak to her I realise how much I hate how nice she is. I know if I didn't have a history with tyree we could be good friends but as soon as she finds out the truth it will all change. I know I'm going to regret this soon but I feel like it's necessary that we talk properly &the only way I can do this is to get drunk so...
Me- I'm having a girl's night at mine with Taylor &tee on Friday night, you should come.
Tianna- sounds good, I'm free so I'll definitely be there.
Jamal: everything okay?
I looked up at him nodding as he smiled at me.
Jamal: good.
