Me: yeah... We're done.
Tyree: it's not that easy Imarni.
Me: it needs to be.
Tyree: you can't just do this because I got with someone. I didn't go anywhere when you got with Jamal.
Me: Ty you're not understanding me. If you want it to work with your girlfriend this can't keep happening.
Tyree: and what if I don't want it to work?
Me: I know you do or else you wouldn't have got with her in the first place.
I looked back at him as he started squeezing my thigh.
Me: I'm sorry.
Tyree: you can't just do this. You can't just drop me like this.
Me: yes I can... And I am.
Tyree: fine, I gotta go. I'll see you whenever.
I slowly nodded getting out of his car as he did to.
Me: goodbye Ty.
I walked off back into the apartment since he ignored me whilst getting into the drivers side.
**
Jamal: where the heck have you been?
I ignored Jamal walking straight into my room closing my door. I just need a moment by myself to think about everything that's happened today. After taking a few minutes to think I called Taylor.
Taylor: hey Marni, what's up?
Me: I'm not coming on Saturday.
Taylor: why not?
Me: I just think it's a bad idea.
Taylor: you can't leave me by myself with Tyree's crazy girlfriend.
Me: I just think it will cause alot of drama.
Taylor: she doesn't know that you're his ex though right?
Me: I know but it's still in the back of my mind and I don't want her to think something's still going on.
Taylor: what happened?
Me: nothing.
Taylor: I can hear it in your voice Imarni. Talk to me?
Me: nothing happened.
Taylor: okay how about this. Come down to my house on Saturday morning and we can talk about this. If you still don't want to come to the meal, I'll stay home with you alright?
Me: okay. Thank you.
I feel like a bad person right now for many reasons including the fact that I was kissing Tyree as if I don't know he's in a relationship with somebody else. I looked at my phone again as a text came through.
Jamal- do you wanna talk?
Me- no.
Jamal- cuddle?
I thought about it for a second and then I unlocked my bedroom door and there he stood. He pulled me in for a hug kissing me on my forehead which he always does.
I eventually stripped down to my pyjamas getting into my bed with Jamal so he could wrap his arms around me.
**
Jamal: Imarni?
Me: yeah?
Jamal: I don't want you to move out.
I turned around so I was now facing him. We went to sleep a couple of hours ago but for some reason we're still wide awake.
Me: I don't have a choice now.
Jamal: but who are you going to cuddle with when you move ?... Corey?
Me: you're overthinking this way too much.
Jamal: no I'm not. I know he has plans.
Me: did he say that to you?
Jamal: no I just know. I'm a male, I know these things.
Me: no Jamal. I'm over messing around. I can't keep getting hurt and hurting people's feelings. That's not what I came to uni for. I just wanna get my education and go. That's why I'm moving.
Jamal: I agree. But I can't deny what I want. Who says you can't get an education and fall in love at the same time?
Me: there's too much going on for anything to work out.
Jamal: where did you go earlier?
Me: Tyree came looking for you so I had to make him leave before you came so there wouldn't be another fight between you two.
Jamal: you should've let him stay because I meant everything I said to him.
Me: this is what I mean Jamal. I don't like these things happening.
Jamal: I'm just trying to protect you.
Me: you don't need to protect me. I know what I'm doing.
Jamal: okay fine.
Me: thank you.
Jamal: but I still want you here with me.
Me: Jamal, I'm only going to be a 20 minute walk down the street.
Jamal: and I don't want you complaining when you see me there every night to cuddle.
I laughed shaking my head as he pulled my body closer to his.
Jamal: I'm serious. I find it hard to sleep without you now.
Me: well you can't seem to sleep with me either because we've been in the darkness for hours now and we're both still awake.
Jamal: na that's just cause I'm horny.
Me: oh so that's what that is on my leg?
He nodded grinning at me.
Jamal: ye, it's me sorry.
Me: okay so do you want to go in your room to sort that out and then come back?
Jamal: or I have another crazy idea... How about you help me out with it?
Me: wow you're right that is crazy.
Jamal: I mean, if you're busy I can see if someone else will help me but it's up to you.
Me: call Rhiannon, see if she's willing to help.
I watched him as his face dropped. I know he hates when I bring her up but it's his own fault.
Jamal: Imarni.
Me: what?
Jamal: don't do that.
Me: It was a joke.
Jamal: no I'm serious. Stop bringing her up.
Me: you fucked her not me. Don't play the victim now.
Jamal: and it's my biggest regret and you know this.
I continued watching him as he stared back at me with a slight screw on his face.
Me: fine I'll stop.
Jamal: good.
I slowly slid my hand down to his boxer shorts watching him as he bit his bottom lip at me.
Jamal: it's ready for you.
I grinned back at him moving the duvet so I could start giving him head.
Jamal: I wanna taste you too, come here.
He pulled my panties off pulling me over his body so we were in the 69 position.
Jamal: this is why you can't leave me...
