I got into the Uber as it pulled up outside of my house. I called romae not long ago and they said they were at the hospital so that's where I'm heading. I know Jamal only said what he said because he's mad so I'm just going to ignore it, we can make up tomorrow I just need to apologise to Tyree for pushing him when it wasn't his fault because he didn't deserve any of it.
**
Me: where is he?
Romae: he's getting his cast on in the room.
Me: I'm going in.
Romae: he's pissed at you.
Me: yeah I figured.
Romae: Taylor's been trying to call me so I'm going to go outside and talk to her. Let me know when you guys are ready to go back alright?
I nodded walking into the room that Tyree was in. He looked up at me screwing not saying anything since the nurse was putting a cast on his hand. I sat down looking back at him until he eventually looked away biting his jaw.
Nurse: does this feel okay?
Tyree: yeah it's fine.
Nurse: okay perfect, I'm just going to go and sort your papers out and then you can go.
She walked out leaving me with Tyree who still wasn't looking at me.
Me: Ty I'm sor-
Tyree: bullshit.
Me: what?
Tyree: why are you even here?
Me: I wanted to make sure you're okay.
Tyree: I'm good. You can leave.
Me: no I'm not going anywhere.
Tyree: you pushed me more than once for no fucking reason.
Me: I thought you had a fight with Jamal. You're normally the one to start it that's why I did it.
Tyree: I've never started a fight with him.
Me: yes you have.
Tyree: no Imarni I haven't. I'm always defending you and I don't even know why you're not even worth it because you always pick everyone over me.
Me: that's not true.
Tyree: because you don't see it.
Me: you know you're different from anybody else in my life. I will always have love for you no matter what happens.
Tyree: so why are you with him and not me?
Me: that's just how things happened.
Tyree: no fuck that.
We both sat staring each other down.
Me: you said you're happy with us being friends.
Tyree: I lied. I don't want to see you with nobody else. I just want you to myself.
Me: it's too late for that now.
Tyree: no it's not. I know you were jealous when I was with Tianna. I saw you looking at us at your house that night Imarni. I know you miss me just as much as I miss you. Don't do this.
Me: I'm with Jamal. I can't just leave him. I can't do that.
Tyree: so you're choosing him over me again?
Me: it's not about that.
Tyree: I could've easily fought him back today when he punched me and I should've especially when he thinks he can take your phone and message me but I didn't because I knew that you would be mad at me if I did and you still got mad at me before you even knew what happened.
Me: I'm sorry.
Tyree: if you were sorry, you wouldn't be putting him before me.
I sat back on the chair biting my lip as the nurse came in giving Tyree his discharge papers and some pain medication. After the nurse left again he tried to leave behind her so I grabbed his good arm pulling him back in.
Me: I don't want you to leave mad at me.
Tyree: if you don't want to be with me I'm done with you.
Me: so you're just going to act like I don't exist? It's that easy for you?
Tyree: no it's not easy for me but you're the one making the decision.
Me: atleast look at me properly Ty.
Tyree: I'm done punching walls for you.
Me: you can't avoid me forever.
Tyree: do you wanna bet?
**
Tyree was still ignoring me as romae drove us to his house. I was texting Corey to find out where he is because there's no way I'm going back to my mum's tonight especially if Jamal is still there. I've been through enough emotions tonight I just need to clear my mind.
Me- please don't go back to uni without me.
Corey: have you done what you said what you would?
Me- yes Jamal's broken up with me and Tyree is giving me the silent treatment. I need to get away from it.
Corey- fine. I'll come and pick you up in 30 minutes.
Me- thank you. I'll be at Tyrees.
I sent him the address looking up from my phone up at Tyree sitting in the passangers seat. There's no way he'll be able to ignore me for long.
**
Tee: what's up with him?
I sighed out watching Tyree as he stormed up the stairs going straight into his room.
Me: Jamal punched him so he punched the wall and ended up in hospital hence why he has a cast on.
Tee: why were they fighting?
Me: I have no idea. I got there after it happened.
Tee: you know it was because of you.
Me: I just don't get it. Tyree was okay with me being with Jamal when he was with Tianna. Did he think I was going to end it because his relationship didn't work out?
Tee: you know he wasn't serious about Tianna because if he was he would've been honest with her about you.
Me: but he looked happy.
Tee: you know Ty better than that.
Me: he's giving me the silent treatment right now and I don't know if I should go and try and talk to him for the 5th time today or just go back to uni and let him go.
Tee: go and talk to him because the fact that you have to question it says something right?
