I brushed passed the people that were in my way trying to get outside as quick as possible. But I was stopped again this time Romae pushed me up against the wall with his arms on either side of me.
Romae: Why the fuck are you being like this?
I laughed to myself is he being serious?
Me: Romae just move I aint got time for you
I didn't even attempt to move him I was leaving him to move freely.
Vanessa: Imarni I asked you to wait for me.
She slowed her pace down until she eventually stopped screwing us both. But that didn't make Romae move and I didn't have anything to say.
Vanessa: what are you doing?
my mouth dropped open since she started screwing me as if I'm in the wrong.
Me : what am I doing? You can clearly see he is blocking me and you're asking me what I'm doing?
Vanessa : Why are you acting like that I was asking a question?
Me: ask Romae he is your man after all.
we both looked at Romae who stood staring at me.
Romae: I aint her man
I gave him a death stare I swear we spoke about this already.
Vanessa: What?
Me: what?
Romae leaned closer to me whispering in my ear
Romae: I ain't going along with your plan. Since you wanna act like this. I'm done.
I kissed my teeth pushing him back then walking away but once again he grabbed my arm pulling me back this time with more force.
Romae: Stop leaving every time you hear something you don't like
Me: I don't care, this has nothing to do with me and I don't want any problems just leave me out of it
Vanessa : have you both forgot I'm here waiting for one of you to tell me what this prick is talking about?
she pointed at Romae.
Romae: You know what fuck it come lets go
he held my wrist walking me out through the corridors it was hard to pull myself from his grip since every time I tried to stop someone pushed me because it was overly packed out full of students in the corridor so I just gave up and followed him. I turned back looking for Vanessa but I couldn't see her anymore. Once we finally got out I took my hand out of his grip.
Romae: Why are you such a dickhead?
Romae: I'm the dickhead? You're the one sending me mixed messages trying to make me believe that you like me and now you're treating me like I'm some fucking idiot.
Me: I'm not sending you mixed messages you're taking things the wrong way, I told you to stay with Vanes-
Romae: why? Vanessa aint shit to me and you know that. I'm not staying with her to look like some dickhead when I know she sleeps around
Me: if you can't prove it then you shouldn't be so confident that she does
Me: You were the one that told me
Me: no I didn't
Romae: don't fuck about with me, I ain't got time for liars
I chuckled to myself is he really calling me a liar ? I took a deep breath and just stared at him I've never seen him so pissed but I don't care it's his fault. I didn't tell him to involve me in him and Vanessa's relationship or accuse me of being jealous or pretending like I'm invisible throughout the whole day.
Me: You know what Romae I'm sorry
I walked around him making my way to the bus stop thankfully he didn't try to pull me back or call me.
*
I stood under the shower head for a good 20 minutes after I finished washing just thinking about the past few days. It started getting a bit too hot so I turned it off wrapping my towel around me and making my way to my room. I dried my hair then my body then creamed myself putting on my pants and a old t shirt. I dropped on the bed feeling sorry for myself I felt depressed like I wanted to cry for no reason at all and I didn't like it. I looked up once someone entered my room. He looked at me then looked away pointing to my dresser
Romae : erm. I left my phone and stuff in here
I didn't say anything but he went to go get them anyway I didn't even notice they were in here to be honest he must've left them when he was doing his work yesterday. He got his things walking back towards the door then stopped and turned back to me. I continued staring at him fighting back the tears. I hated feeling like this.
Romae: Are you okay?
I nodded even though a tear dropped from my eye off guard but I hope he didn't realise. He put his phone back down and came and sat next to me pulling me into a hug without saying a word. I closed my eyes trying to control my breathing since it was going uneven as I tried to hold my stream of tears in.
Romae: I'm sorry for blaming everything on you, its just that I like you but you don't like me back and that's never happened to me before.
Me : i didn't mean it when I said I don't like you
Romae: I know you don't like me like that. I could see the way you didn't care when I was acting like you weren't there &just talking to Vanessa. Imarni its just obvious and I don't want you to lie and say you do
I pulled away from him to slightly change the subject.
Me : You know Vanessa hates me now
Romae: I know but she'll get over it she'll find another guy to cheat on I'm sure.
I pushed him softly in his shoulder.
Me: Stop talking about her like she's a hoe cause she's not.
Romae : You don't know half the things she does. Just because you're a good girl and she's your friend doesn't mean she is too, if anything you look bad walking round with her everyday because of her
Me: I don't have anymore friends
Romae : Its better if you don't mix with the wrong people. At the moment she's throwing her life away and I don't want you to do the same
He moved my hand so he could wipe my leftover tears, I could feel his eyes on me but I didn't wanna look in his direction.
Romae : Look at me
I looked up at him then my eyes went straight to the direction they was before.
Romae : Imarni
I gave up &looked back into his face.
Romae : You don't need those kind of people in your life
my heart started beating fast as he leaned closer to me I froze but he kissed my forehead so I relaxed since I thought he was gonna kiss me.
Romae : Go to sleep okay?
I nodded getting into my bed.
*
I started walking to school by myself since Jeremiah was planning on coming late even though he was already ready but I haven't got time to waste so I left him and started making my own way. I sang along to my ring tone before picking it up.
Me: Hello?
Tee: IMARNI!
I stopped walking to make sure I was hearing right
Me: TEE?
Tee: Long time man!
Me: I know! Where have you been?
Tee: me? I aint gone nowhere you aint hollered at me
Me: so you gonna just blame it on me?
we both started laughing out of excitement I swear I aint seen or spoke to this girl since tyree went on his surprise disappearance. Tee was tyree's older sister we used to be soo close until she started uni & we just stopped talking as much but hopefully we can go back to old times.
Tee: Come mine when you finish sixth form I'm back from uni for a few days &we need to talk
Me: of course I'll be there
Tee: alright inabit
I locked off continuing my journey with a permanent grin on my face until it got wiped right off. I was pushed into a alley and fell on the floor. I looked up to see Vanessa with 3 girls I didn't know.
Vaneesa: What are you saying now?
Me: What?
Vanessa: you wanna try take Romae from me?
I tried standing up but she pushed me back down
Vanessa: stay down bitch you aint going nowhere
Me: what is your problem?
I wasn't even scared cause this girl is pathetic.
Vanessa: You're my problem. I'm surprised I didn't realise your whore self trying to steal my man from time ago you hoe
Me: I'm not a hoe and you're not one to talk cause from what I heard you're not exactly the virgin Mary
Vanessa: Shut up
she kicked me in my mouth causing blood to pour out my lip.
Vanessa: All I'm saying is watch yourself
Me: what exactly are you gonna do he doesn't even like you?
Vanessa : you're still talking?
I spat out the blood building up in my mouth attempting to get up again but this time she kicked me in my stomach. I felt the pain all over my body.
Me: FUCK OFF
Vanessa: believe me when I tell you I'm not finished with you
Me: you're a real bitch when things don't go your way, just cause Romae doesn't want you? If anything you just made it worse for yourself
I never learn do I? I received more kicks &punches leaving me in unbearable pain. They all ran off leaving me so I pulled some tissue out my bag wiping my mouth &eyes &got up. Forget school I'm going straight to see tee. It took longer than usual since I had to walk slow so it didn't hurt as bad.
*
Tee's jaw drop as she saw me crouching over holding my belly.
Tee: Imarni what the fuck happened to you
she pulled me in guiding me to her room then she ran out and came back with ice in a bag.
Tee: Lean back
I slowly fell back crying at how much it hurt.
Tee: I just spoke to you what happened
Me: Vanessa
Tee: isn't that your friend?
Me: not anymore
Tee: okay what happened
I tried explaining the story between me Romae &vanessa but I just started crying all over again. I could see tee getting frustrated
Tee: please stop crying.
Once I calmed down I explained the story to her properly.
Tee: Good thing I answered the door cause if tyree ever saw you like this he would go crazy.
we bothed laughed imagining his reaction even though it wouldn't be funny in reality.
Me: I didn't know he was here
tee: yeah he's in his room sleeping, but didn't I warn you about her?
I nodded remembering.
Me: If only I listened
Tee: exactly but she's just asking for trouble &if that's what she wants ill give it to her.
Me: I don't think you should get involved.
Tee: Imarni I know for a fact you're gonna let her get away with this and if you think I'm gonna sit down and watch it happen you're insane
I sighed out giving up there was no point wasting my breath trying to convince her.
Tee: but I called you here to discuss something anyway
Me: what?
Tee: Where was you when tyree was in hospital
Me: he was in hospital?
Tee: don't pretend you didn't know he got shot where was your ass? You didn't visit once.
Me: he what?
Tee: Imarni don't pla-
I looked up at her &watched her jaw drop once she realised he didn't tell me.
Tee: Shit... he didn't tell you.
I stormed out of her room going into tyrees making sure the door slammed open to wake him up.
Tyree : WHAT THE FUCK MAN
he sat up on his bed his eyes widened once he saw me.
Tyree: What hap-
Me: why didn't you tell me you got shot?
he froze staring at me then Tee came running in staring at the both of us with a worried expression. But I still continued screwing Tyree I could see he was surprised that I found out
Me: You got shot &you didn't tell me?
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