1 week later:
I'm supposed to be going back home tonight for my mum's birthday today we are having a suprise party for her since she turned 50 and I'm not looking forward to it. It's almost been 2 months since me and tyree last seen or spoke to each other and I know he's with that girl now so there's no doubt she will be there too. I decided to invite Jamal, demari, Vanessa and Romeo to the party since they know my mum and they can keep me company and stop me from doing anything stupid.
I came out of the shower to see jamal watching TV, laying on my bed like it's his own. Of course we just had sex since demari and Vanessa went out to get us all food before we go back home for the weekend.
Me: we're going to have to take a break from this sex stuff soon.
Jamal: why?
Me: my period should be coming.
Jamal: when?
Me: well, it was due yesterday but it's sometimes a few days late.
Jamal: I thought you stopped getting periods since you're on the pill?
Me: I'm not on the pill.
Jamal: since when?
Me: I stopped taking it when we broke up.
Jamal: but I've be cumming inside of you for the past 2 weeks.
Me: you didn't wear condoms?
Jamal: fuck no.
We both froze staring at each other for minutes. It's like my whole life was flashing before my eyes.
Me: Jamal this better be a joke.
Jamal: you didn't tell me you stopped taking it.
Me: my period is late Jamal. Tell me you're fucking about?
Jamal: Imarni. I don't use condoms with you and you know this already.
Me: fuck.
I sighed out sitting on my bed with my back to him. He hugged me from behind kissing my neck.
Jamal: whatever happens, happens.
Me: no Jamal. I'm not ready to be pregnant.
Jamal: and what if it's too late?
Me: don't say that.
I pushed him off standing up so I could think.
Jamal: you don't need to stress. Besides your period being late you haven't had any other symptoms. You can take a test later before the party and then we'll know for sure alright?
Me: fine.
Jamal: good.
I sighed out thinking about it. Imagine if I'm actually pregnant? Jamal got off the bed coming up behind me rubbing my belly in a circular motion.
Me: is this a joke to you?
Jamal: if you are pregnant. I would be happy about it.
Me: it's sounding like you did this shit on purpose.
Jamal: how? I didn't know you stopped taking the pill.
Me: me taking the pill doesn't mean you can cum inside me without a condom on.
Jamal: it feels too good not to.
I kissed my teeth trying to hit him as he continued rubbing my stomach as if there is something in there. He's taking it as a joke right now but if I find out that I'm pregnant I'm actually going to kill him.
**
Me and Jamal both sat on my bed in my room. We were now at my mum's house and were supposed to be getting ready to go to the party. Jeremiah already took our mum out to go shopping so I could get ready without her questioning it. Romae is here somewhere and so is Tyree but I haven't seen him yet and I didn't really want to.
Jamal: I bought the test, are you ready?
I shook my head biting on my lip.
Jamal: whatever the results are, you know I got you.
Me: what if I'm pregnant?
Jamal: then I'm here with you every step of the way. I know it will change a lot of things but we can do it right?
He pulled me into a hug kissing my forehead as I started to cry. I know everything's going to be messed up if I have a baby right now. I'm almost a year into my uni course and I'll have to drop out. My brother would kill me and I don't even want to know how Tyree will react.
Jamal: do you want to leave it until tomorrow?
Me: no it's going to be on my mind all night.
Jamal: alright I bought three tests just incase. So do all three at once okay?
I nodded as he took them out of the packet putting the rubbish in my bin then we went to the toilet.
We were sitting waiting for the results for what felt like hours.
Jamal: times up. Do you want to look?
Me: no, you look and tell me.
I took a deep breath as he picked the tests up looking at all three of them than back to me.
