Me: Ty?
I knocked on his door since he locked it from the inside so I couldn't get in. I only have 20 minutes before Corey gets here so he needs to open the door now.
Me: please stop doing this. I just want to talk to you.
Me: Tyree?
Me: okay fine... I was jealous of you and Tianna because it made me think about when we were together and I missed us. If I didn't start uni I think we could've definitely made it work, it's different now but that doesn't mean that I don't love you because you know I do. I always will, I just don't like arguing with you and I feel like that's all we've done since I started uni and I hate it. I miss how we used to be before all of this that's why I want to go back to how we were before when we could spend days and weeks together without arguing and getting mad at each other because we spoke to each properly and always put each other first. I miss those days.
I bit my cheek nervously as he finally opened his room door letting me in. I stood against the wall as he stood directly in front of me holding onto my waist.
Me: I'm sorry for pushing you earlier. If I knew what happened I would've never did that.
Tyree: I meant what I said.
Me: Ty...
Tyree: I want to be more than that or nothing at all.
Me: you can't do that to me.
I sighed out as I could feel my throat tightening up and my eyes watering. Haven't I cried enough today?
Tyree: I can't watch you with him or anybody else.
Me: we've been close my whole life. How do you expect me to just drop you like that?
Tyree: I don't. I expect you to make the right decision.
Me: it's not that simple.
Tyree: yes it is.
He used his good hand to wipe the tears that started falling then he put his forehead on mine bringing our bodies closer together.
My phone started ringing and I know it's Corey telling me he's outside but I couldn't move.
Me: my rides outside I need to go.
Tyree: no. Don't leave.
Me: I'll call you.
Tyree: that's not good enough.
He stood back so I could answer the phone.
Corey: I'm outside.
Me: alright I'm coming.
Corey: kool, don't be too long.
I hung up the phone looking back up at Tyree who just stood staring back at me.
Tyree: I miss you and I miss us.
Me: me too.
Tyree: all you have to do is say yes.
Me: I can't because I'm with somebody else.
Tyree: don't you love me more?
Me: Ty don't do this.
Tyree: answer me?
My heart rate increased as he held onto my chin pulling his face down to mine until our lips were touching.
Tyree: I know no one can come before me so stop playing games.
Me: I can't.
I closed my eyes as he closed the gap in-between us kissing me and I kissed him back holding onto the back of his neck. Am I wrong for this?
Tyree: tell your ride to go.
Me: Ty I can't I need to go back to uni tonight.
Tyree: Imarni tell them to go.
I kissed him again making him pull me down onto his bed with him. I climbed onto his lap moaning out as I felt his hardened manhood against me.
Tyree: stay with me tonight.
I froze again realising what I was doing.
Me: I'll call you.
I got off of his lap leaving the room and going out the door before he could pull me back.
Corey: everything okay?
I nodded trying to control my breathing as he started driving.
**
Once we got back to the house we both said goodnight and went into our rooms. All I could think about was Tyree so I called him, thankfully he picked up.
Me: sorry I had to leave.
Tyree: you ran out on me.
Me: sorry...
Tyree: is that all you're going to be saying to me from now on?
Me: I told you I can't and then you kissed me anyway.
Tyree: you kissed me back. You wanted it just as much as I did and then you just left.
Me: I'm with Jamal you know this already.
Tyree: so why are you calling me?
Me: are you serious right now?
Tyree: I want you Imarni and if you don't want that then I'm not going to pretend to be your fucking friend.
Me: Tyree we're going to keep seeing each other you can't just act like I don't exist.
Tyree: try me.
Me: can't we talk about this properly?
Tyree: I'm done talking. I want you to say it. What are you going to do?
Me: I can't...
Tyree: okay kool. It was nice knowing you.
**
It's been a few hours since Tyree hung up on me and I couldn't sleep because I don't understand why tyree's acting like this.
Corey: Marni is that you?
I looked up at Corey after he turned the lights on looking back at me with one eyebrow raised.
Corey: why are you in the kitchen with the lights off?
Me: I couldn't figure out where the light switch was.
He chuckled shaking his head looking at the time.
Corey: it's almost 3am what are you doing up?
Me: I think I wanna get drunk to help me go to sleep.
Corey: do you wanna talk about it?
Me: no because then I'll start crying and I'm sick of crying.
Corey: okay come with me.
I rolled my eyes putting the bottle of Hennessey back into the cupboard. He brought me into his room getting another sheet out of his cupboard.
Corey: Sleep in my bed. If we sleep in different sheets it's okay right? I can't sleep with you walking around the house.
Me: thank you.
I got into his bed as he wrapped the second duvet around himself getting in behind me.
Me: are you still going to see your parents in the morning?
Corey: no Imarni, I never was.
Me: but you promised me.
Corey: if it was that easy for me I would've gone to see them a long time ago.
