strawberries | brendon urie

15: "i think im dying"

"this show sucks" i said to brendon.
"agreed" he turned the tv off and rubbed his eyes.
"you good?" i asked.
"i love you" he pulled me into his arms and buried his head into my shoulder.
"and yeah. im good. i just wanted to hug you" he said, pulling away. "i figured"

i got up and went to go to the bathroom. i suddenly gasped as what i'd just seen and let out a scream.
"dylan!" brendon knocked on the door. "you okay??" he asked.
"i think im dying!" my breathing started to go all funny.
"what do you mean you think you're dying?" he seemed a little frustrated. shit shit shit.
"i just..." i couldn't tell him! this was way too embarrassing!
"is this some type of girl code?" he asked me. i wasn't sure.
"i think so" i said shakily.

"hey its me. whats girl code for 'i think im dying'? nicole stop laughing! its dylan. okay, okay thanks. see you soon" brendon knocked on the door. "nicoles coming over" he said. "mind if i come in?"
he couldn't see this. "yes" i replied guiltily.
"don't feel bad. its okay" he said kindly. then he left the room. i heard two pairs of foot steps. then brendon knocked on the door again.
"you kind of have to let nicole in" he said. i pulled my skirt up and unlocked and opened the door. she slipped inside and shut it, locking it.

"have you started your period?" she whispered. what? i mouthed.
"wait. you don't know what that is?" she asked.
am i supposed to? i mouthed.
"yes. every girl over 8 should. its fine though. gimmie a sec" she opened the door, left and shut up.
she returned back and i heard brendon laughing a little.
"hey! stop being a little bitch!" nicole said to him.
"i don't even know whats happening" he replied.
"shes started her period. shes human and shes fine" wow nicole.

she opened the door and handed me a new pair of underwear. she gave me a box too. "you'll need these. i'll ask your 5 year old dad to start buying them more regularly" i went a bit red. "or i'll bring you some" she suggested. i nodded. she then gave me a girl education thing. she told me everything about growing up as a woman. "now, i know your dad hasn't got a significant other yet as he's annoying!" she banged the door.
"ow!" he exclaimed. i smirked.
"but if you need a girl then im here"

we left the room. "you gotta get laid. for her sake" nicole said to him, referring to me. "

"since when did you care about my love life?" he retorted.
"since your daughter is growing up and needs a girl that she can see everyday" she had a point.
"she dosent speak" brendon replied.
"she types" nicole added.

you're brutal. i like it. i typed. nicole laughed. "see. dylan likes me" she grinned and high fived me.
"okay whatever bye!" then her and brendon grinned and hugged.

after she left brendon turned to me. "before you ask, no she is not single. and no im not interested"