strawberries | brendon urie

40: "i have a crush"

"hey! how was it?" brendon called as i came home.
"who's that?" i heard a girls voice.
"dylan"

sarah!

"im gonna go to the bathroom" i walked in and she said hi to me then left the room. i jumped next to brendon and grinned. he did too.
"it was pretty good! we got ice cream, i told her a bit about my crappy past life and why im a weirdo. she told me about her. we went for a little walk...held hands..." i trailed off. brendon looked a bit upset. "did you forget to pull out?" i asked him. brendon bursted out laughing.
"you shouldn't be saying things like that!" he exclaimed.
"and what age was your v card taken?"

"don't ever say such horrible shit about yourself" he said seriously.
"brendon c'mon it wasn't bad..."
"still. its not healthy and i love you"
"sorry. i love you too" we hugged for a while. we pulled away and brendon grinned.
"you held hands!?"
"yeah! it was amazing. like i've dreamt of this for god knows how long! i couldn't believe it was real!" i gushed.
"well im really happy for you darling. thats progress" he said.
"how?" i asked. he sat up a little.
"physical contact on the first date?"
he had a point.
"not a date. and okay i agree. its probably because of my crush on her"

NO.

brendons mouth was wide open in a smile while my hands flew over my mouth. "you have a crush!?"

"i have a crush"