strawberries | brendon urie

68: "you gotta start going to school"

"dylan?" brendon called.
"im here!" i opened my room door and crawled out, sucking a lollipop.
"what are you up to?" he chuckled.
"pretending im five" i joked.
"you are five"
"i am?" we both grinned.
"i gotta talk to you quick"

i got up and we went into my room.
"okay. do you promise you're not gonna get mad or anything?" he asked.
"sure" i said, sucking away.
"you've been doing really well with school and your mental health and im really proud of you" he started.
"but with tour in a few days and then again for three months next year...i cant take you with me on tour...and you gotta do proper tests and shit"
"brendon don't say it" i begged.
"you gotta start going to school"
"no!" i exclaimed.
"look i don't wanna do this but it's the only option" he sighed.
"b-but what about sarah?"
"she works" he told me.
"brendon what if something happens?"
"then it can be dealt with!"
"b-but" he cut me off.
"im sorry. really i am but you can go to justin or jessicas school" he said, trying to be sweet.

"im going for. wall" i ran down the stairs, slipped on my sliders and bolted out of the door.
"dylan wait!"