strawberries | brendon urie

22: "they hate me"

"brendon they hate me" i said quietly.

it was the next day. i'd woken up late in my clothes, my make up off. i'd gotten into a sweater and jeans and checked my phone to see i had thousands of follow requests, dms, and i was being tagged. damn. and there were some mean comments on brendons post.

what the fuck why would you adopt?

shes kinda ugly brendon...

how can a mute talk in 8 months?

she's faking obviously!

he held his hand out and i handed him my phone. he looked through the photos and sighed.
"im sorry darling. i didn't think this would happen"
"its okay. you were just being nice"
"you want me to say something?" he asked. "no" i got up. "i will"
"wait are you sure? what if it goes wrong?" he asks.
"i'll be fine. i gotta start taking this stuff into my own hands" i replied.
"thats hella mature" he said.
i scoffed and we both chuckled.

me and brendon sat on the couch eating popcorn an hour later. queer eye was on the screen. i turned my instagram off private and went on instagram story. i took a pic of the tv and typed hi should i do a q&a?? and added a question thing. then i got answering.

how are you?
good ty, hope you are💞

did you know who brendon was before he adopted you?
nope

do you like brendons music?
yesss!!!

do you stan nicole row?
ofc

how long have you been a mute?
since i was put into an adoption centre. think i was 5??

you were fast to start talking with brendon🤔
he's so awesome. he's so patient and sweet and didn't force me or push me. i never usually get comfortable that quickly. but he makes everything so easy. anyway hi brendon ur next to me rn and ilysm.

i think you're faking.
opinions i guess. but remember: all you guys know is that brendon adopted me, i love ariana grande and that im a mute. none of u know me properly yet so you cant really make that assumption

have you got a boyfriend?
nope. justins my best friend and he's in love w jojo siwa🤩 then again who isnt? icon...

do you go to school?
nope. im doing well with online school at home.

opinions on ryden?
apparently thats a ship in the fandom? idk someone explain or dont

is brendon seeing anyone?
no unless he is and hasn't told me ;)

have you read any fics?
ihssesjsjss i dont read online rip

i answered more then clicked off. brendon was crying his eyes out to queer eye.
"oh god" i sighed. i wrapped my arms around him and he sobbed into my shoulder.