strawberries | brendon urie

43: "i need you"

the next day me and brendon were making lunch together and singing at the top of our lungs.

"CAN YOU SAVE MY SAVE MY" he was going for hardcore.
"CAN YOU SAVE MY HEAVY DIRTY SOUL!?" i was just being weirdo me.
i turned the music off and we sat down to eat. after we finished i went to pour brendon a beer. alcohol frightened me but i trusted brendon. he poured me some lemonade. he suggested we sat outside. so we did. we talked a little bit. i took the opportunity to open up to him a bit about stuff. he was nearly in tears but proud of me for telling him. later on he went to the studio. i went to my room and did some homework. then my phone buzzed.

justin: i need you

my heart stopped. me and justin hadn't spoken in 3 months. was he over it?

me: whats up?

justin: just meet me please

me: give me 10 minuets

i ran downstairs and into the garden. i knocked on the door and brendon opened it. he was live streaming.
"sorry!" i whispered. he smiled and came outside, closing the door.
"its okay. whats up darling?" he asked.
"justin texted me" i showed him the messages. "you should run. or ride" he said, pointing to my skateboard.
"yeah" i then hugged him.
"i love you" i ran back and picked up my skateboard on the way.
"i love you more!" he called.

i rode to the park on my skateboard, listening to troye sivan. i spotted justin sitting at our tree. i got a bit nervous. i slowly walked over and sat down next to him.

he turned to look at me.
"hi" he said. i faced him.
"hey" i replied.