strawberries | brendon urie

83: "i love you too"

"sarah why are you packing things?"

i came back from the centre to see sarah packing some clothes in a suitcase. my passport and an envelope were on my desk. "brendons surprise is in action! now quickly get ready!" she repliedz
"wait what" i was so confused.
"get into some comfortable clothes, charge your phone and have a snack"
"but why are you packing my stuff?"
"brendon has gotten you a plane ticket to an amazing place! its a surprise though"
"wait! both of us?"
"i can't go. its just you"
"im flying alone!?"
"yeah im so sorry! but don't worry. theres wifi on the plane so you can text me throughout. i'll stay up for you"
"oh god i feel sick. w-where am i going?"
"well its only 12 hours away...but its awesome i promise. you're gonna have so much fun"
"what about school?"

"well due to your mental health state your school hours are being cut. but you have permission to take time off and get away from LA for a while. you've been pretty tense and your school agree that its best. when you're back you'll be in school three days a week, monday to wednesday. thursdays therapy and ukulele lessons. now please go get changed. and have a snack. your flights in 5 hours. we're making quick stops to your friends houses then heading to LAX. i've written down everything you need to do when you get there. now quick!" i went into my closet and got into a panic! at the disco tour sweater, black leggings and trainers. i went downstairs and had a sandwich and potato chips. my phone was charged up too.

i was terrified. why was i going on a plane alone!? where was i going? i trusted brendon so i knew he wasn't going to do something stupid .

soon enough me and sarah headed to the airport. we stopped at jessicas house first. she was on her doorstep crying a bit.
"im gonna miss you so much baby girl. take care of yourself and have the best time" she hugged me.
"you're the best jess. thanks for everything" i wiped her tears. we giggled and i pulled her into a kiss. it was sensational and everything i ever wanted. sarah honked her horn.
"hurry up lesbians!" she exclaimed. me and jessica laughed - we loved being called that. we shared another hug and i kissed her cheek
"i love you" i said before running to the car. i got in and jessica bursted into tears.
"i love you too!" she cried before we were gone. i blew her a kiss and smiled.

we got to justins house and i ran and hugged him.
"have the best time. and be good" he said.
"i will. thanks for everything" i kissed his cheek. he went a bit red.
"i have a girlfriend" he mumbled.
"im a lesbian. and REALLY WHO!?" i squealed.
"jessica hooked me up with her friend tegan. shes awesome" he blushed.
"aww!" i hugged him again. "i love you" i said. "i love you too you bitch" he said. i laughed and headed to the car. he grinned and waved. "have fun!"

we got to the airport and sarah got a bit emotional when she had to leave me.
"you're freaking amazing. you make me so so happy and you're like a daughter. i know you're only gonna be gone for two weeks but spending time with you is the best thing ever" she hugged me. "i love you. look after yourself and have the best time"
"i love you too sarah. thanks. you're the best. i wish you were my mom" i hugged her. she helped me check in and then i had to go through security.
"my brother works here and is at the other side of the gate ready to help you, have fun" she gave me one last hug. "you're awesome" she said.
"you too. thanks for making brendon and i happy"

i went through security and then spotted her brother. dylan right? im sarahs brother" he took me to my gate.
"your flights in two hours. make sure to have your passport present before you get on and keep it safe. the flights twelve hours and you'll be picked up. if you need anything text me"

i just put my headphones on and bopped. i texted jessica and justin then brendon texted me.

brendon <3: Text me as soon as you're off your flight. Text me even on your flight if you get anxious.

me: will do. can i know what you're up too?

brendon <3: Lol no.

me: ugh

brendon <3: I love you so so much❤️

me: love you more skinny😡

brendon <3: Why the fuck did you call me that?

me: WHATS WRONG WITH BEING CALLED SKINNY?

brendon <3: NOTHING IM JUST CONFUSED

me: ok skinny legend

brendon <3: I'm not even going to question you anymore

me: OH SO YOU QUESTION MY ACTIONS

brendon <3: UM NO Ok I gotta go love you hehe

time passed and it was time to go. i waved to sarahs brother and made my way. i had an window seat next to a girl about four years older than me. next to her she had her boyfriend.
"i cant believe we're flying to see panic" he grinned.

panic? i didn't know where this flight was to. maybe its just my anxiety messing with me. we soon took off and i felt so anxious. i texted justin for a bit then fell asleep.