Fate's Identity

Chapter 93

Liam's POV

My eyes squint open to the darkness of the room. I lift my hands and feel someone on top of me. I lift my head a little and recognize Ally sleeping on my chest. I smile, seeing her eyes close peacefully.

I slowly remove her hand off of me and carefully roll her over to her side. Her sudden moan caused me to flinch, but she rolls over like I had wanted. Her back faces me, and I couldn't resist but one last taste before I go.

I didn't want to go, but I have caused her enough trouble already. She's a sweet, kind, and innocent girl like I said, and she doesn't deserve someone like me who doesn't remember a damn thing about our past. From all the time I've spent with her, I couldn't possibly tell who was right: Lennon or Ally. Both stories were different. Lennon explained to me that Ally never loved me and didn't want to sleep with me, but that seem not true from last night. But Lennon was correct on how she hid our relationship. But Ally must had good intentions. I didn't know who to believe at this point. Maybe I should take a walk and try to think it out.

I turn to the side and see her bare arms and shoulders revealed to the cold atmosphere. I prop my arm and grab the sheet. I scoot myself closer and lean over her, so I can get a clear view of her beautiful face. I lean down and kiss her cheek, then her shoulder to the tip. I press my lips on her skin and relax it there for a while, not wanting to leave so early. But I eventually lift my head and cover her bare arms and shoulders with the blanket and made sure she was cozy.

I fell on my back and stare at the ceiling for a while. After some time, I uncover the sheets and slowly step on the floor carefully. I tip toe out of the room and trot down the stairs. I enter the kitchen and saw our clothes laying where we last put them. I gather my set of clothes and her set of clothes and walk back up the stairs and into the room.

I toss her clothes on the bed and begin slipping on my clothes. Once I zip my pants and button up my shirt, I grab her clothes and fold them neatly. That's the least I can do for taking advantage of her.

I observe the room and saw some sticky notes and a pen on the table against the wall. I walk towards the table and pick up the pen. I scribble down a note for Ally to see me once she wakes up. I needed to talk to her but not just yet. There was some truth we needed to find in each other. I don't know why, but I trust her, and I don't know how but she made herself crawl into my heart. I never felt like this to anyone, and it hurts to know what I am doing to her was wrong and what I did was wrong. Both were very wrong. Hopefully, if she lets me explain, she might accept me. But I really don't think that she will. She is going to hate me after she finds out, and I'm honestly scared.

I walk over to Ally's side of the bed and stick the note on the nightstand. I take a look at her face and kneel down before her. Her peaceful state, I wish I can see her like this more. Whoever that Liam she was with months ago was lucky enough to admire it for days, and I'm jealous that I wasn't him. The one she fell for.

Her eyes glued shut, and her lips rested. She breathed through her nose in and out. Her shoulder flinches, and her brows begin to crease. Her mouth opens, and she speaks, "Come back, Liam, come back."

A void grew in my stomach, and I couldn't help but grow more guilty by the second I am with her. I swallow, feeling the heat hit my face, and lean in. I kiss her forehead gently.

I stand up and observe the entire room. There was something familiar in this room, and I couldn't pinpoint what it was. This entire house, she rebuild it for her and her love because they promised to live here together. Sadly, I cannot fulfill his shoes. That guy was long gone, whoever he was.

All the things Louis told me were correct. The portrait. This house. Her family. Ally's loyalty. She doesn't deserve a guy like me. She's too good for me, and I fell for her goodness. I wish I didn't, but I did. And she would never want to be with me once she finds out the truth.