Jikook Stories 3 (Slow Update)

4.2 Pretending

This chaper includes some depression. Don't read any FUTHER if you are not comfortable with this.

Author POV
Ever since Jimin left, Jungkook had been kinda lonely. He had no one to cuddle, no one to wake him up with kisses, no one to make him smile as much as jimin would.
"Jungkook" Jungkook didn't hear his name being called as he was stirring the cereal with his spoon.
"Jungkook" he finally snapped out of his thoughts.
"Huh? What?"
"Don't be sad Jk, I'm sure Jimin will return soon, please don't worry about it Jungkook" Namjoon said.

Jungkook blankly stared at Namjoon and look down at his bowl again, continuing to stir. Not even bothering whether the cereal was now soggy. Namjoon sigh and look at the other members, who all didn't know what to say. So, they just continues to eat.

~~~

FaceTime
"Hi Kookie!!" Jimin yelled excitedly. Jungkook wave his hand, smiling softly. "Hi baby.."
Jimin grinned. "What have you been today Kookie?"
"Oh just...eating breakfast, dancing, editing, the usual" Jungkook shrug his shoulders.
"Oh I see, anyway, do you wanna know what I bought?" Jungkook nodded. Jimin clasp his hand together and put the brown paper bag on the bed.

"Okay so I bought, perfume, face mask, a keychain and oh! A yellow shirt too!" Jimin said. Jungkook chuckle and said "you're like a mom now.."
"What??? No I'm not!" Jimin puffed out his cheeks. "Yes you are~" Jungkook sang.
"Hmph whatever!" Jimin cross his arms. Jungkook giggled, he love teasing Jimin bc his reactions were adorable.

"When are you coming back?"
"Hm..maybe after a week?" Jimin said. Jungkook smile faded, he really miss Jimin and he just can't wait for a week.
"Jungkook, is everything okay?" Jimin asked worriedly. Jungkook didn't reply bc his mind was fuzzy.
It took Jimin 3 times calling him before Jungkook reply "Um..yeah..yeah everything's fine..."
Jungkook is lying. Jimin knows it. He notice how Jungkook wasn't smiling anymore as they keep talking and he maintained a blank face when Jimin mentioned his new guy friends.

"That's nice"
Jimin bit his lips, he felt worried seeing Jungkook like this. "Jungkook, please don't be sad, im coming back soon, can you wait for me?" Jimin said. Jungkook nodded. "Hm"
"Kookie-"
"I gotta go hyung bye bye, love ya"
"Kook wait-"

Jungkook had ended the call.

Jimin run his hands at his hair, he felt so bad right now. "Kookie..." He murmured, remembering how depressed Jungkook looked with his eyebag under his eyes. "Oh god don't make me worry damn it" Jimin close his eyes, hoping one week will be over soon.

~~~

All Jungkook did for one week was playing video games and staying in bed. The members were all worried for the poor boy health bc Jungkook always lay in bed and only ate for dinner.
When Jimin FaceTime Jungkook again, his smile faded when he saw how skinny he was and the eyebag was getting darker.

FaceTime
"Jungkook did you eat anything?"
"Yeah I did, I ate some kimbap"
Jimin felt worry in him, he was worried that Jungkook was in depression again. When Jungkook told Jimin that he had been dealing with depression and being suicidal, Jimin knew he had to be extra loving to him.
Jimin couldn't think straight as he remembered last time, Jungkook wanted to get hit by a car if it wasn't Namjoon saving his ass.

"What are you doing Kookie?"
"Hm, just drawing" Jungkokk simply said.
"Can I see?"
Jungkook showed his drawings and Jimin felt sad. He wasn't an art student but everything Jungkook had drawn looked sad and lonely.

He wondered if he should go back..

"I-It's nice..." Jimin murmured. "Thanks"

It was silence for a while.

"Kookie"
"Hm?"
"I love you, I love you very much, I always dream about you and I miss you too, I miss our little cuddles and kisses so remember that I love you Jungkookie and please don't ever feel sad bc I am, I WILL come back for you"
Jungkook tear up a little and he only looked down, he didn't want Jimin to see him cry.

"I love you, get a good night sleep okay?" Jimin softly said.
Jungkook nodded.

"I love you bye bye" Jimin cutely said.

Jimin ended the call.

~~~

It was currently 7:00 am. Jimin is coming back at 1pm. Jungkook couldn't sleep anymore so he put on his headphones and sway his body to the music while he was sitting straight on the bed.

I try closing my eyes and covering my ears
But the memories come back to me
Will my heart stop if I hold in my breath?
Only my longing for you comes back

I'm alone on the sofa where you used to be
I'm here waiting for you
So far from my side, you're so far away
I'm still not over you, only dust remains

As I wait for you..

While he was busy singing, he was met by arms wrapped around his shoulder and he open his eyes. He take off his headphones and turned his head. He was met by the same cat-like eyes and a small smile on his plump lips.
"I love you Jungkookie"

It was his boyfriend, Park Jimin.

Tears build up in his eyes and he immediately tackled Jimin to a hug. Jimin giggled as he caress Jungkook's cheek.
"I'm sorry it took so long" Jimin said. Jungkook shake his head as his hands went to hug Jimin's waist and he buried his face on Jimin's chest.
"It's okay, you're here now..you're here now..." Jungkook whispered.

Jimin lift jungkook's chin up and finally after a year, they shared their kiss that was filled with passion and love in it.
They pull away and Jimin smile, placing a peck on jungkook's jawline. "How did you get here? I thought you said you are coming back at 1?"
"I did..but I took the earliest so I could see you" Jimin smile sadly as he place a peck on jungkook's forehead.
"I know you were having depression when I saw your drawings, I just had to arrive faster so that I wouldn't lose the most precious person to me" Jimin then remembered the past incidents when jungkook almost got hit by a car and he hugged Jungkook tightly.

"I almost lost you the first time, I don't want the second to happen..." Jimin whispered. Jungkook caress Jimin's back reassuring him that he was fine now that Jimin was here with him.

They then cuddled together, their legs tangled together while their hands kept caressing each other's hair.
"I promise that I will take extra care for you and give lots of love and attention" jimin said which made Jungkook giggled.
"Okay"
"You're so cute" Jimin said and booped jungkook's nose.
Jungkook scrunch his nose cutely and boop Jimin's nose as well.
"We both are cute"

"Hm true" Jimin said and lay his head on jungkook's shoulder.
"But you're my cutie and I will always protect you"

End.

Note:
I hope you enjoy for this second part. 🙂