Jikook Stories 3 (Slow Update)

22. Goodbye

I kept re-reading my stories to see what's so good about them. I'm sorry bc almost every note I wrote at the end is also me saying that sorry if it sucks. I just feel insecure bout it whenever there's less comment in the story. I love reading all your comments bc some of them are funny or sweet.
Author POV
"Hey Kook!" Jungkook smile, looking at his boyfriend. "I miss you, where were you when I was still here?" Jimin pouted. Jungkook chuckle. "I'm sorry love, I was very busy with my work" Jimin just shook his head, smiling. "It's okay! I'm sure you had something coming up!"
"Anyway," Jimin cleared his throat. "It feels like years since we dated but I just..." Jimin smile happily, making Jungkook grin. "It feels like I'm dreaming!" You were my crush and then now you're dating me?! It's such a dream come true!"
Jungkook laughed at the cuteness of his husband. "Oh shoot! I think their coming again! Gotta go bye bye!" Jungkook watched Jimin walk away and he waved goodbye.
"Bye.." Jungkook smile sadly, missing him already.

Next day
"Baby! Do you know what that guy said?! He said that I was too skinny! Oh cmon, I wanted to be thick not a stick!" Jimin puff out his cheeks. Jungkook shake his head. "Why do you ways have to complain about this again..." He murmured.

"Hey don't think I didn't hear you! I know what you're going to say! If I could just think about it.." Jimin made a thinking face while Jungkook blow a flying kiss. "Just remember that I love you"
Jimin suddenly grin widely as he waved at Jungkook. "I love you too! I just know you were going to say that right? Right?" Jimin laugh as he too blow a kiss at Jungkook.
Jungkook sigh. "Yes...you know me so well..."
"Aish, I wish could stay but their coming in again so..see you tommorow!" Jimin smile brightly as he made a finger heart.

Jungkook eyes watered as his hand shakily turned off the Jimin's camera.

Flashback
Jungkook and Jimin met when they were still teenagers. Jungkook was always cold, barely spoke until Jimin came and annoyed him. Jimin was always following Jungkook no matter where he went and even though Jungkook would yelled at him, Jimin would only smile sweetly which got Jungkook rolling his eyes.

But times passed, Jungkook was starting to warm up towards Jimin and even if Jungkook would snap at Jimin. He immediately apologize. That was enough for Jimin to know that Jungkook may look bad, but he a good heart.
2 years friendship is when Jungkook confessed to Jimin and Jimin couldn't be happier. They both never imagined how love felt like until they were with each other.

And at the age of 26, They went to Disneyland and Jungkook asked his friends to record this moment. As they went to the wishing well, Jimin opened his eyes to find Jungkook on one knee while holding a ring. "Jimin, thank you for being patient with everything that I've done, and thank you for giving me a chance of feeling love"
Jimin was already crying happy tears as he covered his mouth with his hands.
"Will you marry me Jimin?" Jungkook spoke as he stared at Jimin with loving eyes.

"Yes"
Flashback ends

"We were so happy back then...." Jungkook smile bitterly. "Why did you have to leave so soon?"

When Jimin turned 28, he was never talking anymore. He barely ate, always staring at nothing and he never made eye contact with Jungkook and when Jungkook touches him, Jimin would flinch and let his head hung low. Jungkook had enough and he pulled Jimin straight at the dining table. "Jimin please, talk to me..just say anything! Just tell me, speak to me, I can't live like this without you.."
Jimin stared at Jungkook with sad eyes and slowly she started to shake as tears poured out.
"B-Baby.." Jimin whispered as he covered his face, looking ashamed.
"What is it love? Hm?" Jungkook said softly while rubbing Jimin's arm.

"I have cancer"

Something inside Jungkook broke. The three words he had never expected to came from his  husband mouth.
"No..nononono, love why didn't you tell me?!" Jungkook yelled. Jimin only sobbed and Jungkook felt instant guilt, knowing he made Jimin cry. So he pulled Jimin into a hug. "I'm sorry...I'm sorry...I love you okay? I'm sorry" Jungkook said as he rock them back and forth.
Jimin shake his head. "Baby please d-don't be, I..I.." Jungkook rubbed soothing circles on Jimin's back as Jungkook kissed Jimin's forehead multiple times.
Jimin took a deep breath and weakly smile. "I d-didn't want to tell you bc I know..that..once you focus on me, I know you won't focus on yourself, you h-have a l-life kook I di-didn't want to r-ruin it.."

"But you are my life Jimin!" Jungkook cupped both of Jimin's cheeks and continued.
"I just wish you could tell me sooner..." Jungkook eyes watered. Jimin grin. It was the same grin when they met and Jungkook doesn't know if he's suppose to be happy about it.
"It's okay kook, let's spend time with each other okay?" Jimin said and lock their lips into a kiss.
"I'll be fine" Jimin said in-between the kiss. Jungkook only close his eyes and nodded, wrapping his arms around Jimin's neck. "Promise?" "Yes"

He lied.

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Jungkook smile fondly as he rewind the recorded film that Jimin made. All this time, he had been relating the videos that Jimin always made as a blog when he was at the hospital. People would think this he's insane if he was in public, talking to the camera but he could care less.
Jungkook press the play button again to watch the last ever video. The video started with Jimin sitting on the bed. His face got skinnier and pale, eye bags were visible and lips this were chapped a little. But that was his husband and it didn't matter if he isn't perfect. "You're still beautiful love.." Jungkook murmured.

"Hi kook.." Jimin wave at the camera. "I dont have much time left and you know that but I just want to tell you that whatever happenes, never give up on life, even if I won't be there to love you and warm you up, but I know you'll be alright, you don't need me anymore right?" Jimin giggled.

"I still need you.." Jungkook said to himself.  "Just promise me, you'll take care of yourself, you will love yourself and care for others no matter how bad the obstacles can be"
"I will" Jungkook sniffed, the tears pouring came pouring down.
"/smiles/ I love you Jungkookie, thank you for taking care of me at the hospital everytime, you got the chance, I love you so much" Jimin too was crying and he paused for awhile to wipe his tears.
"I love you baby..goodbye.." Jimin smile and turned off the camera.

It wasn't enough. He spent 11 years with Jimin. He doesn't think that he can handle spending more time without him.
This was supposed to make him feel better but reality hits him.
His Jimin
The only friend that he trusted.
The first man he had ever confessed.
The first man he had ever confessed.
Has gone forever.

"Fxck! Baby why is it you?! Why did it have to be you?!?" Jungkook sobbed, clutching the camera tightly.
"Come back..please come ba-back to me..."

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Jungkook stood infront of Jimin's grave, his hand holding the flower bouquet. "Hi Jimin, hope you're well there" Jungkook place them on his husband's grave as he caress Jimin's name. "I know you will, you're my Jimin after all.." Jungkook smile slightly as he remembered the moments where Jimin would do nothing everytime Jungkook pushes him away.

"Appa..." A 3 year old child called out as he suck on his thumb whole holding a teddy bear. Jungkook turn akrund and pat his son's head. When Jimin was still healthy, they both adopted a small, doe eyes, chubby cheeks son. They always called him
"Jungmin.." Jungkook held Jungmin's tiny hand as he led them to Jimin's grave.

"Say hi to papa" Jungmin stared at the grave and cutely wave. "Hi hi papa! Papa! You know, Jungmin mwade this fo ya!" Jungmin said as he place a drawing of Jungkook, Jimin and Jungmin all together in a big heart on Jimin's grave.
Jungkook smile softly and oat Jungmin's head. "Good boy Jungmin, papa will definetly love that"

Jungmin nodded. Even though his papa left him but Jungmin knows that his papa didn't mean it. He grin and he waddled and hug Jimin's grave. "I wove you papa..." Jungmin said cutely. "Jungmin wovesss Papa thissss muchhhh" Jungkin made a big circle to show it. Jungkook chuckle as he wipe his tears. He lift Jungmin up and place him on his hip, kissing his cheek.

"He know baby, he knows you love him too"

End.

Note:
First time that Jimin isn't with them.
Btw, the first part of the story, jk was talking to camera, not the real Jimin.