34. Do you even love me? 💔

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Jungkook closed his locker with a tired sigh. "Another day, another life of hell..." He murmured to himself. He lazily walked to his class, ignoring all his classmates staring at him. He's known to be the good looking in school and not that he mind-
"Hey wanna go eat lunch with m-"
"Shut up thanks"

Okay maybe he minds just a little but if he's going to choose between eating with the annoying girls or eating with no pants on, He would choose the second one. "Are you dead yet?" His friend, Yugyeom asked. He scoffed as he swat Yugyeom's hand away. "I'm trying to, can't you see?" Jungkook said sarcastically which made Yugyeom laugh. "Are you okay Jungkook? You're not always this moody..."
Jungkook sigh as he lay his head on the table. "I just...miss someone.." He mumbled.

"And who is that person you missed again?" Yugyeom asked while,raising his eyebrow.
"Jimin. Park Jimin." Jungkook said with a smile plastered on his face.

Flashback
Jimin and Jungkook were childhood friends. They both met bc of their mom's being friends and when Jungkook first layed eyes on a small, chubby cheeks, boy wearing a messy flower crown on his head, his eyes instantly lit up.
"Hi! M' Jungkook! You??" Jungkook said. Jimin bit his lips as he hide behind his mom. "Jimin..." He said quietly but enough for Jungkook to hear and it made Jungkook clap his hands.

He grabbed Jimin's wrist and asked "Wanna pway??" Jimin smile widely and nodded. Both of them waddled cutely while their mom's shake their head, seeing how adorable their child are.

Flashback ends.

"Isn't Jimin our senior?" Yugyeom asked, suddenly feeling interested in the story. Even though he has heard it a billion times. Jungkook shrug, feeling sad all over again. "Just that...he's change" he said. Yugyeom furrowed his brows."in what way?"
"Well first his looks, he doesn't have that cute duck cheeks anymore but instead he has this hot jawline that could cut anyone who touches it. Then, his style-"

"What about it-"
"Shush you! Let me finish, the second is his style, that is amazing by the way like..he can go from 'Hi sir! I would like to take your daughter out on a date' to 'your daughter calls me daddy too' " Jungkook said with a serious look on his face and Yugyeom tried hard to not burst into laughter. He cleared out his throat and said "The third thing?"
"Well the third thing is..." Jungkook was quiet for a while. He tried to not be bitter about it but he can't help it. The feeling of bitterness still burns in his heart.

"What was the third thing?" Yugyeom asked as he gently rubbed jungkook's shoulder. Knowing the look on his friend's face, he knew it was a sad thing to say. Jungkook smile sadly as he played with his fingers. "He just can't see how much I love him.." He said sadly.

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"Jiminie hyung!" A happy scream filled through the hallway and Jimin cringed, feeling embarrassed now that everyone is staring at him. He felt his shoulders being wrapped by the hands of
"Jungkook-ah" Jimin said. Jungkook grinned and said "So you do remember me?? Aww that's so sweet!"
Jimin furrowed his brows. Why would Jungkook say that? Did he made a bad impression all this time?

"Of course I remember you, you're my number one" Jimin said and it made Jungkook felt giddy in his heart until it stop when Jimin added another word. "I mean, you're my number one best friend" Jimin laugh awkwardly. He just didn't want Jungkook to think weirdly about him.
God damn it hyung, you didn't have to be so harsh.. Jungkook thought as they both walked out of school.

As usual, after Jungkook had send Jimin home, he quickly went back to his home and take a shower, eat his lunch then went upstairs to annoy his hyung. He pulled his phone out from his pocket and message jimin.

💛💙Chimmy hyung💙💛
Jk: Hyungggg

Jk: Hyung???

Jk:Jiminieee

Jm: What? I'm busy

Jk: Pff I know you're not 😚

Jm: Well I was until you decided to text me 🙄

Jk: hehehe I know you love me ♥️♥️

Jungkook meant it as in a joking way but he wished that Jimin would get a hint that he is really so in love with him.
Meanwhile Jimin, felt butterflies in his tummy but he ignored, thinking it was probably nothing.

Jm: Yeah well I don't love you 😑

That is a fxcking lie. That's what Jimin's inner mind says but there was also another one that says it's just a joke, no big deal.
Jungkook was a little hurt by those words and suddenly he didn't feel like texting anymore.

Jk: yeah...I know that hyung...I was just joking 😌

Jimin was taken aback by jungkook's words and suddenly he felt guilty. "Shxt was that too far? Fxck fxck fxck.." Jimin panicked and quickly type

Jm: Don't be sad silly, I was just joking, I love you too

Jungkook smile a little but that wasn't really enough to convince him. But he let it slide for now and just pretend to fake happiness so Jimin won't make pity him.

Jk: Yayy you're so sweet jiminie hyung 😍😍

Jm:Hm, I guess I am right?

Jk:Yes!

"Great Jeon Jungkook, now you sound just like a girl in love.." Jungkook facepalm himself.
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"You don't want to just..confess? You've know for years Kook" Yugyeom said. Jungkook shake his head. "No way am I doing that! He's gonna reject me and then I'm gonna be in bed crying for weeks!" Jungkook said. Yugyeom shrugged and ruffle his friend's hair. "Well then how bout you tell him, what would happen if a guy confess to him, what would his reaction be, and if his answer is good, well then go ahead but if it's not well then.." Yugyeom pulled out his phone and type in Jungkook's favorite movie.

"We can always titanic and then fanboy over guys in Kpop groups" Yugyeom suggested. Jungkook laughed and it made him somehow better. "Fine fine, I'll do it after school"
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"Jimin hyung quick question, if a guy confess to you, what would you do?" Jungkook asked. Instead of walking Jimin home, he made Jimin walked until they arrived at the park. It was still their favorite place to go whenever they want to be at peace or chill together since kids till now. They both were sitting on the grass while having noodles infront of them.
"Uh...I..I'm not sure..." Jimin said. "Okay...do you actually like girls more or boys more?" Jungkook asked.

Jimin shrugged. "Guess I like girls.." To be honest, he wasn't sure of himself. He was sure he was into girls but if there was a half naked man carrying him bridal style, he wouldn't mind. Fxck this is so confusing...I don't even know anymore...
Jungkook sigh. "Okay so if a girl confess to you, what would you do?"
"I don't know Jungkook, I've never been in love before and I don't think I'm interested in dating right now" Jimin said.

"So if I were to confess you, would you like me?"

"What?"

Note:
Part two coming soon.
And to the ones who requested me a story, I'm still working on it, I'm so sorry 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

I hope this story is good tho..

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