The Price Of Loving Him... (Itachi x reader)

Chapter 75

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Itachi told you everything, from the wars that have been happening between the Uchihas and the Senju clan, to the time when they made a deal and created the hidden leaf. He told you many Uchiha secrets...he told you more about his own family, his parents, Sasuke, his friends at the academy, his best friend Shisui, and also...his girlfriend back then, Izumi.

"[name], why are you so quiet?", he asked when he noticed you have been silent for a while, ever since he had mentioned his girlfriend.

Is that why...he can't make any further steps in your relationship? Is this why he keeps a distance between you and him? Does he still love her? Does he still think of her? Maybe if he had a chance to save her he wou-

"[name] if I wanted to save my ex I would have done it, stop thinking about it, I just told you about her so you don't think I'm hiding things from you", he interrupted your thoughts, as if he can read your mind.
"I'm not thinking of that", you lied with a pout, looking down as he kept looking at you disappointed face.
"It's so clear on your face [name]", he said with a smirk.
"What is it?", you looked up at him still pouting.
"Jealousy...[name], I also can read what your eyes are saying easily, also...can you please stop kicking my feet?", he said with a smirk, pinching your cheek slightly...funny, a few moments ago he was talking about a tragedy and now he is trying to lighten up the mood? He simply doesn't want to upset you...
"I don't know Itachi...um...I'm sorry", you whispered with a sigh, while stopping kicking his feet.
"[name] listen, we were destined to meet each other, that's it, I was meant to meet you, and be, with you [name]", you looked at him, seeing him looking at you with soft eyes, you slowly smiled, then it turned into a big grin as you nodded.

"Now Itachi, I want to know about the Sharingan", you said as he sighed, brushing his fingers through your hair as he looked at your pretty eyes...why would you want to ruin them [name]?
"[name], that costs a lot of mental suffering and pain, death and darkness, losing beloved ones...killing them or seeing them getting killed before you", you furrowed your brows at this, you have read about the Sharingan before but the books didn't mention something about this...
"That's why [name], I can't help you with this, I can't put you through that", he said and you nodded, there are really lot of darkness surrounding the Uchiha clan...
"And now [name], we have reached the part when you close your eyes and have some sleep", he said softly, moving closer and placing a kiss on your head.
"Itachi...promise me that...you will not leave me", you said with a half opened eyes, something changed your mood about this whole Uchiha thing, it makes you feel like the two of you can never have a peaceful and normal life together...
"[name], why is that?", he asked with a frown.
"Just promise me", you said, he sighed than nodded as he muttered:"I promise", you then hide you wished him a goodnight then slowly fell into slumber.

It was dawn, you woke up at the feels of someone gently shaking you.
"Itachi, you are already up...", you whispered sleepily, seeing the Uchiha already changed in his attire and cloak as he woke you up.
"I'm leaving for now, take care [name]", he said, passing his hand on your hair as you smiled and nodded while you were still laying in your place.
"Okay, I will see you at evening like usual, right?", you said, as he nodded.
"Sure, I will come, now have a little nap, it is still a bit early...", he murmured, leaning in and kissing your forehand then pulling the covers up on you making sure you're  warm.

"Good morning my lady!", you said with a bright smile as you entered the kitchen, while the old lady was making breakfast.
"Sit down and take a seat sweetheart, I am almost done", she said with a chuckle as you nodded, sitting at the table but that sudden feeling...
You hurried outside the kitchen to the bathroom, feeling sick as you closed the door behind you and started throwing up your stomach contents.
"What was that for?!", you said, washing your face and looking at yourself in the mirror, you looked tired and pale...you dried your face with a towel then headed back to the kitchen, to find lady Notiko standing there with a shocked face expression on her face waiting for you.

"[name]? Are you hiding something from me?", she asked in accusation, walking slowly towards you, as you blinked...no, she doesn't think you are...
"What do you mean m'lady? I just felt sick suddenly, maybe I ate something bad or...", you said with an eye-close smile.
"Did you lied to me yesterday?! [name]...are you...are you pregnant?!", she said with a frown as she worried more.
"What??!! Oh no my lady!! You don't really think that!! I totally didn't lie to you and and...well I'm surely one hundred percent not pregnant!! I can't get pregnant if I have never did...the you know what!", you said with a nervous chuckle.
"Hm...I will have to check on you myself later dear!", she said, walking back to the counter continuing to make the breakfast.
"But m'lady!! There is no need for that!! I told you that Itachi...he can't!", you said, whispering the last part, crossing your fingers behind your back, as you said the same lie again.
"Hm...you don't seem to be lying but remember, it will grow and show off if you're pregnant, now come to eat if you like", she said, sitting at the table as you sat next to her, then hugged her with giggle.
"My lady I assure you there is no such thing, I guess that only happened because my stomach is sick or because I'm just anxious after all what happened with that organization", you said as she smiled at you, holding your hand in hers then said:"you look pale sweetheart, you to rest and take more care of yoursel, at least while you're home, please", you nodded at her, as you then poured tea for the two of you.

"My lady?", you murmured, putting your cup of tea down after taking a few sips of it.
"Yes sweetheart?", she smiled at you.
"What's wrong if I...had a baby from him? What's so bad about it?"