The Price Of Loving Him... (Itachi x reader)

Chapter 133

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"Why do I have to suffer this? Why me?", you said through sobs while holding the wedding photo of you and Itachi close to your chest, as the lady tried to calm you down, how bad things are gonna turn?
"I'm sorry things turned out to be like this...", she said brushing her fingers through your hair gently as you leaned against her chest, tears staining your face as you looked randomly around with teary eyes.
"It hurts because he never showed any sign of what he was planning, he left so suddenly, a day we were all happy and the next morning he has been gone...if only I knew what he had on mind I would have stopped him! I would have...savored that one last night I'd spend with him to its limits, I would have kissed him him deeper and looked at his face longer...I would have...", you couldn't even finish your sentence as your tears chocked you, you're no longer able to handle the pain or talk, you have reached that part...that to get rid of the pain...you need to accept it as part of your life...
You were sleeping on the futon downstairs in your reception room as the lady decided to spend the night with you and keep an eye on you, she watched as you slept next to her in your place, hugging a shirt of Itachi closer to you and muttering incoherent things during your sleep, she sighed as she gently passed her hand over your smooth hair as she muttered some prayers under her breath, for you to be strong and to pass this hard period of time peacefully.

A while had passed later, a month maybe, you have been in the bathroom washing your face, you dried your soft skin gently with the towel as you observed your red eyes in the mirror, it seems the saying that awakening these Sharingan will cause pain to the person having them is not totally right  it causes more than pain, despair...

You sighed and closed your eyes for a while, then opened them again, but this time there wasn't the Sharingan, but the Mangekyo instead.
You watched your eyes for a while, you have been gifted with these now, even though Itachi is gone but now you've got your Mangekyo Sharingan, and with it, you can summon the Susanoo...
'The Susanoo and the infinit Tsukoyumi...'
You thought to yourself, it seems it's only a matter of time before Madara accomplish his goal if the shinobi nations don't stop him soon, you know that there is no escape from it once it's activated, only someone with rinnegan and the Susanoo can avoid falling into it...you knew these informations and more, from Itachi, after he read the stone tablet for you back in the Uchiha district, he also told you some other more secrets about the Uchihas abilities later.

You closed the bathroom's door as you headed downstairs, and walked to your study and healing room in the back of the house, you closed the door and sat at your desk, grabbing a rare scroll, one of those you copied during the time you were with the Akatsuki  from your drawer and opened it, while still thinking of a way to protect yourself in case the infinite Tsukoyumi has been activated...you don't have the rennigan but you do have the mangekyo and also...you deep knowledge of ninja arts, especially sealing...there must an alternate way...
"If I can fuse the seals with the Susanoo's power...I might be able to transform the Susanoo's defensive power into a barrier that surrounds the house and protects it against the technique...", you mumbled to yourself thinking as your eyes moved quickly between the lines written on the paper piece in front of you. You grabbed your pen and started to take some notes, and make some designs and plans, "I'm not falling for it...my life has been already ruined enough...I prefer to die rather than live in a mere dream..I should at least try something...", you muttered as you studied the scrolls deepily to get the perfect and ultimate form for the seals you will place all over your house, you concentrated as you grabbed your ink and your brush and started writing down on a sheet of paper...

A month later...

Your village has taken high secretly measures, barely anyone is able to enter or exit the village now, guards are everywhere, though you know that if the ninjas attacked, they will have no trouble attacking the village.
It was night, you have been in your room folding your baby's new clothes that you have bought today, and putting them in the closet with yours and Itachi's...
You walked downstairs, lady Noriko was in the kitchen making dinner