My Somewhat Forbidden Love

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I stood there in the tall green grass, as the sun shined in my eyes. My hair flowed down the back of my white spring dress as I walked barefoot through the meadow towards a wall of flowers.

I felt alone, as if I were the only girl in the world. I see a man like figure walk towards my way. With the sun shining bright in my eyes it was hard to see him. But strangely enough, I knew who was before me.

He walks closer and I notice a worried look in his eyes.

"What's the matter?" I ask as I lift his chin up from looking at the ground.

His beautiful brown eyes were glistening perfectly.

"I'm not the dating type. I don't want you falling for me if I can't catch you."

He turns to walk away but I grab his hand gently, and this time he doesn't shrug me off. I ached for him. I needed him. He drives me mad but in all the right ways. I know he loves me, but he won't open this door. Only my heat of innocence can melt away his pain that he has been holding onto from the past.

"I'm not asking for you to catch me. I'm just asking you to love me. Let me in. Let me love y-"

And with that I was pushed against the wall, and a passionate kiss was upon my lips. How can something so sinful.. Feel so heavenly?

He is my eternal love. The single person who values the entirety of who I am.

"I can't seem to get enough of you, you have my mind in a trance. Do you see what you do to me?" He asks as he gently kisses my cheek.

"I do now." I whisper quietly.

My heart still races from the kiss. And my mind is too consumed by the thoughts, it's hard to process replies.

"I love you loads you know that ya"

"And I love you." I say.

I look up into his eyes and see a light smile form on his figure. He places the pads of his thumbs on my cheeks and kisses my head gently as I close my eyes.

I wake up and sit up quickly. Whoa that was perfect. Why the f*ck did I wake up?! I throw my head back on the pillow and sigh.

He kissed me in my dream and it felt so real. Jeez might as well be kissin my pillow. Wait, if that felt real then I can only imagine if I dreamt about.....

Oh sh*t Madison stop thinking naughty jeeeeesus keep yourself together.

Once I get out the shower I text Nathan. Damn that dream was romantic as hell. Almost movie like. But nah that's not Nathan. He has his own ways of showing his soft side. He's not really the romantic type. If that were real life he would probably knock me out.

I laugh to myself imagining us play fighting. Body slam the crap outta me.

Later on he gives me a ring and we chat on Skype for a couple hours. I'm
Definitely not telling him about the dream. Maybe that dream meant something? I don't know. I'll talk to "doctor" Cameron tomorrow when I stop by his house.

The day goes by way too fast and before I know it, it was time for bed again. Let's find someplace beautiful to get lost in...